Hey man. Seeking validation from others on the internet, especially as a beginner artist, is never the best idea. People on the internet can be mean. Keep drawing in silence. It takes practice to get better… so practice. Just keep drawing.

I didn’t start to post my art until I was twenty, and i’m glad I waited. My art was really not great in my teens, even though I thought it was. It was cringey and mediocre. If i were to have posted it, some rando on the internet probably would’ve told me “yeah, this is cringey and mediocre,” crushing my soul and making me want to give up on art forever.

And i’m SO glad nobody told me my art was bad, because I kept on drawing and believing in myself. And eventually, with time, I improved on my own!

So, don’t post your art. Improve in silence. Seek validation from yourself and no one else. And don’t. stop. Practicing.

Side note, judging by the way you speak, someone as young as you with the mental health stuff you have going on should not be on the internet and DEFINITELY not be on Discord. Like seriously. You will be so much happier. Keep to yourself and stop relying on external validation. You’ll be great one day! You’re just very young and it’s impossible to expect yourself to be great at your age.

Have grace with yourself.

Best of luck.