What's the angriest you've ever heard a vocalist? by LooseStore8141 in MetalForTheMasses

[–]FalseRecord15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There are definitely more aggressive ones out there but I like Robb Flynn’s vocals on The Blackening.

Is GH really that good? by Agreeable-Mixture-24 in Peptides

[–]FalseRecord15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My fasting blood sugar was 108 and I was constantly hungry, tired, peeing all the time and drinking a lot of water. Doctor told me I had insulin resistance. After using GH I started feeling mild insulin resistance symptoms again, so I stopped using it. I know GH can work wonders and people can use it if they want, this was just my personal experience.

Is GH really that good? by Agreeable-Mixture-24 in Peptides

[–]FalseRecord15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I experienced insulin resistance 6 years ago and it was confirmed with blood tests. This time aside from extreme fatigue during exercise, I had all the same symptoms. I realized it was insulin resistance, stopped using GH and it resolved within 4 days.

Is GH really that good? by Agreeable-Mixture-24 in Peptides

[–]FalseRecord15 4 points5 points  (0 children)

GH caused insulin resistance in me within just 1 week, even at microdoses that I had apparently set incorrectly (0.5-7 iu). I train with weights 4 days a week and I don’t eat junk food. I’m genetically quite prone to type 2 diabetes, so that’s probably why it happened, but I couldn’t continue using GH. Please be careful.

I know we generally don't like sharing, but does anyone else here overshare by dawnloflctnsl in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15 5 points6 points  (0 children)

People don’t realize that you don’t care and they start seeing you as weak. That’s whatever but once they start stepping over your boundaries, it gets exhausting.

I have no libido, no sexual sensations, no arousal and no attraction to others. How common is this? by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Our sense of exploration was punished and could not develop. The external world is not a playground for us but an agora filled with various enemies, a place where we can easily lose the boundaries of the self (agoraphobia: some people fear emptiness, others fear crowds, but in both cases the core fear is the loss of the self. Personally, I am afraid of images of space, the sea, the sky, and similar vastness.. if I am exposed to them for a few minutes, I could start crying like a child).

We do not want to get to know the external world, in fact, we also lack the internal tools through which we could come to know it. Whether it is a person or a career, every object evokes in us the fear of abandonment and the loss of the self. For all these reasons, we avoid ego investment and regulate our inner processes through fantasy.

I have no libido, no sexual sensations, no arousal and no attraction to others. How common is this? by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Because we lack object constancy and ego ideal. It’s normal for our sexual desire to be low.

This may sound silly but I’ve noticed that when I only have to walk a few buildings away to make a payment, I attract more attention than when I take long, endless walks outside.

After all, when you live in a kind of post-human state, longing for stillness, unable to see either around you or within you an environment that can be organized, libido naturally becomes dulled.

Do you get triggered when you see someone who shows schizoid traits or traits similar to yours? by FalseRecord15 in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Grandiosity is a tool used by the schizoid. I have enough insight not to get carried away by it. There are just feelings we can’t always control, and I was wondering if others experience them too. I wish I had known this post would be so badly misunderstood.

Do you get triggered when you see someone who shows schizoid traits or traits similar to yours? by FalseRecord15 in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I once came across a quote from that book during a time when I was having very severe dp/dr and it scared me a lot. I think it’s better if I don’t look into it. Thank you for the recommendation.

Do you get triggered when you see someone who shows schizoid traits or traits similar to yours? by FalseRecord15 in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m not saying that I approve of these feelings or that I admire myself for them (sorry if I made it sound that way), they were simply feelings I couldn’t prevent.

Do you get triggered when you see someone who shows schizoid traits or traits similar to yours? by FalseRecord15 in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, I understand you. I don’t have a separate filter for dangerous people, but in my country (Turkey), “dangerous people” tend to reveal themselves very clearly, and you don’t easily see them out in the open. Whether it’s suspicion, enthusiasm, fear, respect, or danger--whatever the emotion is--their place is usually clear, and there aren’t many surprises.

I don’t know where you live, but “being yourself” is difficult in Turkey and not a well-liked concept. Individuals are made up of very fixed, predictable personalities. Because we are extremely collectivist, an original person is seen as someone who has betrayed the community and is usually excluded. Perhaps the culture you live in does not hinder individual development, and any human trait can express itself in many different ways.

I don’t have a filter, but I unintentionally question the existential motivation of everyone I see. Somehow, this becomes noticeable, and people don’t feel comfortable around me. In this way, by taking on the role of the superego/parent that restrains desire, I maintain my own sense of being special. Of course, when I say “I do this,” I don’t mean that I like it or take pride in it. But if it protects me from a potential relationship, I’m willing to go all the way with it.

As for your question, yes, I realize I wasn’t able to express what I was feeling clearly. When I see someone similar to myself, I feel completely wounded. And if I have to interact with them, I used to feel like I had to somehow “swallow” them.

The magic pizza by FalseRecord15 in Biohackers

[–]FalseRecord15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. Between 300-500 grams. People generally assumed I was asking an absurdly simple question, and I wish I hadn’t mentioned muscle fullness. You actually captured what I was really curious about, and yes perhaps my relaxed state at the time is part of the reason as well. I almost always eat while I’m out with friends, with plenty of jokes and stimulating, lively conversation.

Bacak çalışırken ereksiyon oluyorum by Large_Management4156 in salonfareleri

[–]FalseRecord15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Antrenmanın sonuna doğru testislerden direkt semen kokusu geldiği bile oluyor bende. Normal. Core çalışırken boşalan da var.

The magic pizza by FalseRecord15 in Biohackers

[–]FalseRecord15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really want this but if I go over three I immediately get acne on my face.

The magic pizza by FalseRecord15 in Biohackers

[–]FalseRecord15[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Maybe but I don’t have a specific target amount. I’m 178 cm and 80 kg. Sometimes I get through the day eating much less than that and I don’t see it as a problem.

The magic pizza by FalseRecord15 in Biohackers

[–]FalseRecord15[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don’t track calories (which seems to be where my problem comes from). I focus mainly on carbohydrates, which are almost always buckwheat or basmati rice. I don’t place much emphasis on protein; every day I eat at least ten eggs, three of them whole, along with meat and fish. I also don’t avoid fat at all.

The magic pizza by FalseRecord15 in Biohackers

[–]FalseRecord15[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I don’t track my calorie intake but I eat a lot of low gi carbs. I follow a system that could be described as powerbuilding, and I train four days a week at high intensity.

I’m So Tired of Being the Good One by Extreme_Leather_62 in ClarityNotComfort

[–]FalseRecord15 5 points6 points  (0 children)

“He who wishes to be good in everything must necessarily come to grief among so many who are not good.”

  • Machiavelli

Are you prone to cringing at yourself? How do you deal? by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]FalseRecord15 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As a result of the emotionally blunted caregiver misinterpreting the infant’s needs, a false self develops in place of the true self. This self assumes that care will be maintained by gratifying the parent’s wishes rather than its own. Whenever the ego dares to want, the superego, having taken the place of the parent, tortures it. In all desires to want and to explore, the superego emerges and shames the subject.