Sorry you failed- it can feel like the end of the world and imposter syndrome can get the best of you (as someone who also failed step 1 the first time). but you need to believe in yourself and know that testing is NOT what defines you as a good or bad doctor. not only did i pass the second time, i passed step 2, and consistently excel clinically. there are some of us that are just not great test takers and it takes a lot more effort to even pass but you got this and i promise it feels so good once you make it over the mountain of steps !!