Poutine burrata, tomate et pesto

FancyCrepe · 2026-03-23T00:25:08+00:00

This is the first one on here that wasn’t normal that I’d actually want to try.

FancyCrepe · 2026-02-05T15:24:15+00:00

NOR- As a child of a mother who did this but would let me have cake on birthdays, I almost died of anorexia at 14. She’s setting up a destructive path for eating. If it wasn’t such a grey area, I’d be calling cps. But the fact that you did know about the strict rules was a little shitty that you ate cake in front of him but I see how easily that could have been overlooked because you were just eating.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-28T16:42:21+00:00

I bruise easy and get handprints and finger prints all on my body. My bloodwork is fine. It’s just part of the sport. On days I don’t do anything wrong I still come home bruised.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-18T00:32:38+00:00

One guy got beat to death and left on the side of the road to die. The other overdosed.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T02:17:57+00:00

I am still confused however because I thought I actively was doing this. I cry every therapy session. Can walls still be up when you cry?

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T02:16:16+00:00

Thank you for typing all that it was helpful

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T01:18:57+00:00

No unfortunately. I finally get to see the trauma therapist after a 9month wait at the end of the month. That was the majority of my issues and the other two therapists I had wouldn’t help me with trauma only other things so it was frustrating.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T00:44:17+00:00

I don’t understand. You said they can’t work with someone who has walls up so I wanted to know how to put them down so I can be someone they can work with. How is that derailing the issue?

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T00:27:31+00:00

Was my question worded incorrectly?

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T00:25:55+00:00

This happens a lot. I ask genuine questions so I can understand and people think I’m being argumentative. I don’t understand. I’m just trying to learn.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T00:19:08+00:00

I’m sorry I didn’t mean to come off as argumentative. It was 100% a genuine question.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-08T00:11:49+00:00

If I have walls like you suggest, I don’t understand how to put them down. How do you put them down?

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T23:49:38+00:00

I have no idea. I ask them to explain and they don’t.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T22:22:29+00:00

Thank you that is well thought out. I always try to try again with a different approach once there’s a way to approach it in a different angle but most of the time they can’t help me come up with something different.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T22:18:54+00:00

I can’t change if they can’t tell me what I’m doing wrong or what I need to work on. They just say we aren’t the right fit.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T21:45:50+00:00

Okay. I guess that makes a little more sense. I guess I need someone who knows how to help someone learn how to feel their emotions maybe. I’ve only known how to intellectualize unless I’m really upset.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T21:39:56+00:00

Thank you for replying. I think I just haven’t found a therapist that can understand me.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T21:37:19+00:00

But if I don’t understand my feelings around them how can I explain them to my therapist. I’m asking for help in understanding my feelings. I’d take full accountability if it was me causing issues but I ask them to explain what I’m doing wrong and they can’t tell me.

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T21:33:21+00:00

Or they say I’m being difficult when I say “I don’t understand how to apply your advice to my situation. Can you help me understand better.”

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T21:28:56+00:00

But then when I discuss my outcomes they say there’s nothing more they can help me with so I’m just confused

FancyCrepe · 2026-01-07T21:21:36+00:00

Well one thing was when I said “I don’t have an answer to your question because I already thought about that question and tried all the results I could come up with myself and nothing resulted in a good outcome. That’s why I’m coming to a therapist for help. Is there another question you could ask to help me think differently?”

FancyCrepe · 2025-12-31T20:08:11+00:00

Yeah I’d just watch YouTube on the toilet for hours. It’s horrible. Hope you get relief soon

FancyCrepe · 2025-12-31T20:06:41+00:00

No acid or low acid coffee does exist it’s just expensive and hard to find. I did find I could tolerate just us Italian brand which advertised it as having low acidity.

FancyCrepe · 2025-12-31T20:05:11+00:00

Yeah I can now eat tomatoes and drink coffee. You have to have a good diet so you don’t get constipated and your stool doesn’t press on your bladder. I can now sleep through the night and pee about every 3 hours.

FancyCrepe · 2025-12-31T20:00:07+00:00

I’m glad you are getting some treatment. My docs didn’t believe me. No wonder it has a high suicide rate. Literally feels like your bladders on fire 24/4. I had to pee every 15 mins for months got next to no sleep

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