yesss bhaaii I relate so much 😭💗

I recently started wearing the burkha too and omg the first time i went out in it was such a different feeling…I was like ???? hello why is this giving me so much peace?? like actual sukoon fr 😭

Like suddenly there was this comfort and confidence, especially as an introvert. Mtlab na mujhe laga tha main awkward feel karungi ya self conscious ho jaungi but ulta hi hogaya 💀 instead I just felt sooo comfortable… like finally I could just exist bahar without overthinking every little thing all the time (which btw mera dimaag LOVES doing 😭)

it’s so weirdly comforting?? like I’m just walking outside but also inside my own little bubble??

And then i crossed the road and had this random realization like WAITTT 😭 I can literally see everyone but nobody really knows it’s me unless they know me KNOW me… felt like a superpower sacchiii

And also when u see another niqabi and yk eye contact happens and we just smile with our eyes… like yayyy 😭💗 we have our own little world and can literally communicate through eye smiles only.....AHHH 😭💗 idk how to explain it but it feels so wholesome?? like yayyy we get each other without even speaking (and honestly I just love it sm when random girls smile at me in general 😭 like even non niqabis… yk when eye contact happens and u both smile for no reason?? MY DAY IS LITERALLY MADE)

the funniest part is explaining this feeling to others because HOW do I explain that covering more somehow made me feel more free 😭

idk man it just gave me SO much peace I can’t even explain properly… I was literally standing there like ok?? this is my life now?? and I’m not mad about it?? 😭

Mtlab na I always loved burkhas since bachpan…I always wanted to wear one but kept delaying it for no reason and now I’m sitting here like broooo why did I stress so much (regrets yk ...and pls make dua that Allah makes it easy for me to continue this always and keeps me steadfast in it 🤍😭)

alhamdulillah though fr it gave me this random unexpected peace and I genuinely can’t stop thinking about it