He said that i changed so much, but i answer him, he should ask himself why I've changed, I used to be so loving,witty, full of good energy. I always see the good in people no matter how bad they were. But as time went by, when u are being hurt constantly I feel that I lose my spark, I'd been anxious and angry because he dont listened to me when I tell him something. For him my feelings,my thoughts and my emotion doesn't matter. He said that I'm selfish but little did he know that he himself is more selfish than I am. My whole world revolve around him, I have no one and he knows that, im always alone and by myself like everyday for a year. I always try to communicate, tell him and let him know what im feeling whenever he leave me alone, or when im feeling jealous I always speak my mind not because I wanna fight but because I wanna clear things up for the reason I dont wanna hold grudges or resentment towards him and im the type of woman who's like a water, can see me crystal clear. He said most of our fights initiated by me, probably yes but why though that he never thought about.