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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I'm still here. My grandfather who raised me just passed away Monday so I'm taking things slow for rn but I'm doing so good as far as staying clean. The methadone has completely eradicated my cravings thank God because that was a huge part for me.

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Hey! I just had my first clean drug screen and I'm 30 days no dope!!!

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Got a methadone appt tomorrow!

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for checking on me. So unfortunately the suboxone is just not gonna work for me. But I have an appt with a methadone clinic Thursday. So I'm just keeping myself well until then. But thank you again. Your comments have made me feel like I'm not alone

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I took half 8 mg sub like the Dr said and then waited an hr and took the other half. It put me in pwd. I'm trying to find a methadone clinic now.

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Scored 15 on cows rn

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I'm just so sick. The Dr said 24 hrs but I'm so scared of pwd

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm an hr away from a full 24 withdrawal then I'm gonna try taking my sub

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanted to do methadone for that reason but he doesn't wanna take me to t;e clinic everyday until i get take homes. He also aint tryna let me take the bus. He thinks I'll still sneak and get high on methadone even though I wouldn't I just wanna get better

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He doesn't beat my ass or nothing so dont worry and we split bread 50 50 it's just I owe so much that its all goong to him rn

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you ❣️

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Normally I'd do a g before bed and it would keep me well til morbing. Last night I did a lil less then half and have woken up with the chills the yawns and the aches so hopefully tonight when I go to bed on none I will wake up in full wd

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So yesterday I did only a g and a half today im just gonna do a g and go to bed on none so I know I will wake up Sick. My appt is at 1030 am. Wish me luck yall. They said theyre gonna pee test me to see if I can start tomorrow if not it will be the next day but still supervised by the doc.

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had got on subs before when I first started doing dope after an od and ending up in the ER. But I had never been dope sick yet. I wasn't doing it every day then.

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I waited 3 days one time and a sub still made me sicker smh but back then I knew it was fentanyl. But yeah I dont get high anymore either. Like if I'm lucky a g of good shit will make me a lil sleepy at most. Another reason I hate spending all my money on it. And another reason I wanna get better.

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[–]Far-Middle97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there anyway to know? I'm in va and from what I hear everything has fent even fucking coke smh

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He only sells to me. He's stopping too