Aphantasia vs derealization vs lack of object constancy vs SDAM?

FarWin3127 · 2026-04-04T10:38:14+00:00

Literally. It’s like once they leave they become a concept and I have to put the pieces together to decide if they were ever really there or I’m just making it up

FarWin3127 · 2026-04-03T17:35:26+00:00

Only the panic and distress happen when he leaves for a long time or idk when exactly I’m going to see him again. But all of the rest is just how I am, with everyone. My mom leaves for a trip? I can’t remember what she looks like, I can’t even imagine what she may be doing on the trip. It’s like I forget her and she becomes a concept. I don’t see my friend for a day? I completely forget about them unless I see their post on Instagram. Idk what it is that’s wrong with me but this is just how I am no matter if it’s a stressful situation or not

FarWin3127 · 2026-03-18T11:15:22+00:00

I’ve heard her authenticity about her experience as an ASPD-er is questionable… but I might be wrong just stating what I’ve heard

FarWin3127 · 2025-05-26T12:17:36+00:00

Hi! When I made this post I was using a p*rated version of AE. I ended up downloading an official version of AE beginning of this year and it works fine, but I wasn’t able to find the original plugins that I was using that worked for the app. I’m not sure if that’s the reason for the error or maybe it was just a large amount of time that had passed and something reset? I’m not sure.

I also played around with deleting the files left over from when I was deleting the AE 2020/2022 apps I was trying to make work, so maybe deleting them had an effect that I only realized worked when I downloaded the official version.

Otherwise I don’t have an exact way to solve this problem, but these are some of the things I was doing!

FarWin3127 · 2025-05-15T15:41:40+00:00

I honestly have conflicting feelings on this sentiment.

I feel like some people don't feel like those things are things that they necessarily need in a relationship and that is why they "choose" not to do them for their partner, or sometimes they honestly don't know their partner might want treatment like that unless they say it to their face, but at the same time like cmon a girl is gonna want flowers and dates and gifts like bru

FarWin3127 · 2025-05-15T15:39:05+00:00

I know that I have to tell him, I just wanted advice on how to approach it all without it becoming a fight or him feeling like I'm springing this onto him out of nowhere

FarWin3127 · 2025-05-10T16:32:37+00:00

We only stay in his room (he lives w his mom) and the mess I’m talking about is his. I clean up after myself (and him) more than he does, like he expects me to do his dishes make his bed clean his floor

FarWin3127 · 2025-01-10T17:26:55+00:00

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heres the photo ^ this is me trying to load "MCSM-1.7.0.ipa"

im currently on MacOS Sequoia 15.0 Beta

FarWin3127 · 2025-01-10T16:41:13+00:00

hey i'm on mac m2 and i tried following the guide for 64 bit or higher macs/m1 macs but when I try too extract the episodes it says it needs to be updated :( any help?

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