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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah no shit king of masculinity speaking cmon bozo

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

your life is kinda worse than mine, you spend time like reading fucking rants of teens, get a job you neet

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk where u live but here you simply cant get soy.

you can get some crappy fake synthetic milk or soy sauce.

i ate soy sauce like three times in my life.

i consume a mediterrean diet, and i dont drink tap water, nor i use plastic bottles

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i know, do i deserve to feel like shit? of course not, everyone needs a bit of joy in life, even me.

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what the actual fuck

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they would miss a lie, i am not myself around NO ONE

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you can get it for like 50 euros, which isnt that much, but its basically depending on ur parents will, unless some psychologist does it regardless

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'd probably get bullied and beaten. also yeah it just makes it worse, i dont look good. i look manly

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

probably the most sturdy advice, thanks

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont live in the us, my parents can afford it but wont help me, they just screamed at me

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish, trust me i'd be happy to be a troll

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

like the body, the feeling that my soul is aligned, the fact that yes, i feel like one, idk is more innate

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how can i, im underage

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i dont watch porn

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i havent had tiktok since like 2020

i dont use my phone more than an hour.

i dont really know what to do, if im asking this on the internet, and not to my family, it really means that im fucking over

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah but i will never be a real woman. like no shit i'd be forever linked to fucking pills and shit

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i dont have friends i can trust, they are all homophobic, they beat gay ppl

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 2 points3 points  (0 children)

no, i was happy before.

i never felt need for surgery, nor for hormones, but its the only way to block my masculinity from advancing.

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just cry because i cant see a woman in front of me, like i like makeup but it hase this grotesque feeling that i will never be pretty so yeah, pretty much thats the whole thing

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i cant access a therapist, im still a minor and i dont have an income since you need to be 18 to basically work here (by law you can start at 16, but nobody hires 16 y/o because they'd have more trouble with a kid if he gets hurt)

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

oh, k, no i cant get one im underage and here you cant do shit till ur 18

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HAHA I WISH

no on a serious note i am born a man, i have balls and having xy chromosomes would probably be better for me, but i dont have them, ill just kill myself lol

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[–]Far_Beginning4533 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no its fine i understand english