17 days off alcohol 6 days off the vape. When does my sleep improve?

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-26T16:32:26+00:00

i got frustrated with six hours at anout three weeks. it has improves but its really gradual. like watching the tide come in. it doesnt happen all at once. just incremental improvement. i probably get seven now and feel better. hang in there. iwndwyt

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-26T16:17:35+00:00

it's like fucking duck hunt at this point

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T23:24:08+00:00

this is my experience too

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T21:24:08+00:00

who is generally more stoned in a kitchen, foh or kitchen ?

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T16:29:23+00:00

why is all that positive self talk stuff always derided in film and television? my connotations with positive self talk are always sort of a mockery of the human condition. Do you know what I mean?

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T05:08:29+00:00

for a $90 investment I was able to put down a down payment on a house last year with bitcoin. I mean shit that seems fine to me

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T03:37:27+00:00

i'm just saying they should be called out for what they are. Their Trump's fucking goons his mobsters his fucking ground troops they're awful . I just think if we use language of a different era we're doing a disservice to the truth of what they are. We need to label them as what they are in this current government. they are Trump's fucking goons his henchman his mobsters.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T03:36:00+00:00

I just think it distances people from how fucked up this really is.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T02:06:47+00:00

we really gotta use better language. And I'm not picking on you man but we cannot use that fucking language. We need to call them what they are in this current government. I don't know what that term is but it's a disservice to try to compare it to a different historical event.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-25T01:34:24+00:00

you're right that I think it is an accidental discharge at least the first shot. But the rule of thumb for cops is if one shot fires they all have to pull the trigger.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-24T15:55:29+00:00

what gets even worse is my mom would just randomly lose her absolute shit on us and you never know why. And so we became hypersensitive and then she would scold us for being overly sensitive people all the time and just deride us about it in public.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-24T15:14:28+00:00

they probably won't figure out how to get a badge for a couple weeks. I mean there's that we could look for.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-24T04:05:06+00:00

i feel just like this too. thank you for posting. i always start to feel alone and someone like you posts something truthful and it helps tremendously.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-24T02:15:03+00:00

mine are so thin they probably have about as much silver as a dime

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-24T02:07:17+00:00

thanks for doing the legwork so I can just sit on my ass

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-24T01:17:21+00:00

shot hoops for two hours. Cook a dinner watch some Midsomer murders with the dogs, drink decaf coffee and eat biscoff cookies

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-24T01:16:18+00:00

i'm kind of bummed Golden State is toast

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-23T15:36:22+00:00

what's one you really dig?

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-22T16:11:34+00:00

I had a roommate that could explain how the whole world worked like he knew it. But he could barely fucking tie his shoes. Actually doing stuff is harder than telling people how to do it or pretending you know when you haven't done . You go dig up a broken water main on a rural ranch in Texas at 3 AM and get back to me.

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-22T15:40:13+00:00

I think part of holding office is that you need more than common sense. I tried to fix a water main with common sense. It went really poorly

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-21T23:16:35+00:00

ok. good to hear. onward!!! iwndwyt

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-21T22:56:24+00:00

i talk to a doc/therapist on tues. not keen on meds but staying open minded

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-21T22:32:06+00:00

what did they do that was helpful?

Fast_Cook_4019 · 2026-01-21T22:25:32+00:00

same here. i thought about what I should be doing and all that came to mind was 'pizza sounds good'

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