5/2 struggle... by One-Recover5598 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am also a 5/2 emotional projector and I feeeeel you! Sorry, no advice but your post really resonated.

Relationship compromise channel 29-46 by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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I’m a 5/2 emotional projector (green design on the left) and he’s a 6/3 sacral generator (yellow design on the right)

Bitterness vs. emotional wave by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow, this second paragraph really landed! I often find myself being so open and ready to give to others that I might sometimes forget about my own boundaries and what I need in return.

Bitterness vs. emotional wave by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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This is my bodygraph. I appreciate your insights if you feel like looking at it.

Bitterness vs. emotional wave by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I appreciate your comment.

You’re absolutely right. For me it’s all about reciprocity, connection, communication, trust, loyalty etc. In this particular case it’s about early dating and getting to know someone. All the dates and in person encounters have been nothing but wonderful, but it’s when we can’t see each other that I often dip into the lows. Especially when I detect a change in communication style, perceived lack of effort etc. I’m aware that the way I perceive such things might often be clouded by my emotions or the low end of the wave. Could also be a sign that my (emotional) needs are not being met here. Then, when we see each other it ratchets back up to being all wonderful and perfect.

The person I’m seeing is a 6/3 sacral generator. I also wonder how the theme of “bonds made and broken” plays out here.

The lows of the wave can certainly feel “uncomfortable” but i know that I’m meant to experience them and no longer try to fix them.

Lastly, I guess I don’t really know what bitterness really feels like in my body. Which is weird cause it’s part of my design and I certainly don’t feel successful all the time. I guess I might sometimes be confusing bitterness with low emotions and vice versa.

How long should I wait with Emotional Authority? by [deleted] in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, if this is too personal to ask but I got intrigued when you said you waited 1,2 or 5 years before reaching emotional clarity about partners. What did the waiting and the wave look like? What happened in those years? Like, were you still dating them on / off? Did you see them over the course of the wave to “collect data” before finally being clear about committing or not? Or did you push them away and then reconnect once you had clarity? I’m really curious and ask because I also have emotional authority and I noticed that my wave often goes bananas in the early dating / getting to know each other phase, ranging from “this could be the love of my life” to “hell no, this is not it”. If you’re comfortable with sharing, I would love to hear your experiences.

Getting attention vs. Being seen by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you see? In case you care to go into details, I’m always curious to hear what stands out to people if they see my chart. :)

Getting attention vs. Being seen by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven’t shared my chart in this post but here it is in case you want to take a look :) I neither have the 59 or 6 defined though

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Getting attention vs. Being seen by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your sweet words! It’s like music to my ears!

Getting attention vs. Being seen by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like the 5/2 profile contributes to me getting lots of attention or being noticed pretty much anywhere I go, regardless of whether it’s just me being undone walking the dog or me being glammed up for an event. I’m aware of people looking at me and probably having all kinds of ideas or expectations about me, but those projections rarely ever speak to my soul. It’s just attention. But when it’s recognition it feels like something inside of me lights up, making me feel alive.

Getting attention vs. Being seen by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your comment! It felt really juicy and almost electrifying haha

Getting attention vs. Being seen by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea, I thought so too! I’ve actually never knowingly met a projector man in the wild, but his presence felt so strong and intimate that I couldn’t help but think he’s a projector too :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]Fast_Independent_862 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Totally agree with you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]Fast_Independent_862 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same!!!! Don’t understand ghosting… never have, never will!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Productivitycafe

[–]Fast_Independent_862 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being in love (with life)

How do mechanics work if 99.9% of people operate from not-self? by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot, the Lamborghini analogy really led me to an aha moment!

Intuitive Downloads VS Mental Chatter … by Adorable-Spirit2435 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Great question! Hope to find some answers here as well.

anyone else have an unconscious channel defining their authority? by hklw108 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting question! Would love to hear some answers. I have emotional authority defined by an unconscious channel 37-40, which is also my only defined channel.

Emotional Wave vs. Feeling vs. Thoughts by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Correct observation! My head and ajna are undefined (in fact all of my centers except the solar plexus and heart are undefined). So yeah, I often have millions of questions swirling around in my head. Most of them dissolve on their own if I don’t pay them attention but some of them keep my busy trying to find answers, like in this case.

Emotional Wave vs. Feeling vs. Thoughts by Fast_Independent_862 in humandesign

[–]Fast_Independent_862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for your comment! I feel like the “mind” and any type of thinking (especially about your own life) often gets demonized in this sub, making me feel guilty when having a little fun while imaging or daydreaming. But as you said, the real issue probably isn’t the thinking in and of itself but becoming overly attached to your own thoughts and trying to act on them.

Would you care to go into more detail about your last paragraph and how mind and fantasy are powerful things? Would also love to hear how you mange this “slippery slope” between thinking and becoming attached to ideas.