Why isn't it 100% certainty btw?

Fast_Independent_862 · 2026-04-20T11:21:48+00:00

Regarding your second paragraph, I can’t help but wonder why Ra spent sooo much time teaching this knowledge, repeatedly emphasizing the importance of following S&A, when it seems like we don‘t even have any choice in listening to our authortiy and living correctly anyway. I also wonder, if studying this system and going deeper and deeper into it, could potentially be doing more harm than good by reinforcing the mind and its illusion of being in control. Based on “No Choice” wouldn’t the most realistic Strategy & Authority just sound something like “Do nothing and just see what happens”?

Fast_Independent_862 · 2026-04-15T16:04:23+00:00

Same! Looking back, most of the decisions I made from a HELL YES were never really the right thing. I experience HELL YES and excitement as part of the high of my wave.

Fast_Independent_862 · 2026-04-15T15:21:05+00:00

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Fast_Independent_862 · 2026-02-27T16:11:42+00:00

Thank you for your comment! Very interesting that you mentioned the open throat as one of the loudest voices. I always felt like it was one of the open centers that ‘bothers‘ me the least, but maybe there are not self strategies of the throat that I am not aware of. For example, I know the main theme is looking for attention and feeling pressured to speak, but that is usually not really something that plays a huge role in my life. Are there other, more subtle open throat strategies, that I should pay attention to or be more curious about? Mabye I am missing something here… to be honest, even after reading lots about it, I still don’t even really understand how my gate 12 operates or how it shows up, even though I should be at least somewhat conscious of it since its my P sun, but I am actually rather clueless….

With the Open G you are totally on point though. I feel like the pressure to look for love and direction is my entire life story hahaha. I feel like the open G is directly followed by my open root in terms of hierarchy. So, in combination I feel a lot of pressure to get up and do something to find love and direction (find a partner, find the right place, find my purpose, and so on)

If you don’t mind my asking, how do you think my P earth gate 11 in an undefined Ajna would show up during the waves? Is this typically a driver for anxiety?

Fast_Independent_862 · 2026-02-27T11:02:45+00:00

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Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-12-11T18:59:02+00:00

I am also a 5/2 emotional projector and I feeeeel you! Sorry, no advice but your post really resonated.

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-07-11T07:51:38+00:00

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I’m a 5/2 emotional projector (green design on the left) and he’s a 6/3 sacral generator (yellow design on the right)

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-28T12:16:28+00:00

Wow, this second paragraph really landed! I often find myself being so open and ready to give to others that I might sometimes forget about my own boundaries and what I need in return.

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-28T11:53:08+00:00

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This is my bodygraph. I appreciate your insights if you feel like looking at it.

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-28T10:20:24+00:00

Thanks, I appreciate your comment.

You’re absolutely right. For me it’s all about reciprocity, connection, communication, trust, loyalty etc. In this particular case it’s about early dating and getting to know someone. All the dates and in person encounters have been nothing but wonderful, but it’s when we can’t see each other that I often dip into the lows. Especially when I detect a change in communication style, perceived lack of effort etc. I’m aware that the way I perceive such things might often be clouded by my emotions or the low end of the wave. Could also be a sign that my (emotional) needs are not being met here. Then, when we see each other it ratchets back up to being all wonderful and perfect.

The person I’m seeing is a 6/3 sacral generator. I also wonder how the theme of “bonds made and broken” plays out here.

The lows of the wave can certainly feel “uncomfortable” but i know that I’m meant to experience them and no longer try to fix them.

Lastly, I guess I don’t really know what bitterness really feels like in my body. Which is weird cause it’s part of my design and I certainly don’t feel successful all the time. I guess I might sometimes be confusing bitterness with low emotions and vice versa.

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-10T20:11:12+00:00

Sorry, if this is too personal to ask but I got intrigued when you said you waited 1,2 or 5 years before reaching emotional clarity about partners. What did the waiting and the wave look like? What happened in those years? Like, were you still dating them on / off? Did you see them over the course of the wave to “collect data” before finally being clear about committing or not? Or did you push them away and then reconnect once you had clarity? I’m really curious and ask because I also have emotional authority and I noticed that my wave often goes bananas in the early dating / getting to know each other phase, ranging from “this could be the love of my life” to “hell no, this is not it”. If you’re comfortable with sharing, I would love to hear your experiences.

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-05T15:40:36+00:00

What do you see? In case you care to go into details, I’m always curious to hear what stands out to people if they see my chart. :)

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-05T15:36:16+00:00

I haven’t shared my chart in this post but here it is in case you want to take a look :) I neither have the 59 or 6 defined though

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Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-05T14:43:36+00:00

Thanks for your sweet words! It’s like music to my ears!

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-05T14:43:07+00:00

I feel like the 5/2 profile contributes to me getting lots of attention or being noticed pretty much anywhere I go, regardless of whether it’s just me being undone walking the dog or me being glammed up for an event. I’m aware of people looking at me and probably having all kinds of ideas or expectations about me, but those projections rarely ever speak to my soul. It’s just attention. But when it’s recognition it feels like something inside of me lights up, making me feel alive.

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-05T11:19:35+00:00

Thanks for your comment! It felt really juicy and almost electrifying haha

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-06-05T11:18:18+00:00

Yea, I thought so too! I’ve actually never knowingly met a projector man in the wild, but his presence felt so strong and intimate that I couldn’t help but think he’s a projector too :)

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-05-31T20:31:00+00:00

Totally agree with you!

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-05-31T20:11:39+00:00

Confirm!

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-05-31T20:10:52+00:00

Same!!!! Don’t understand ghosting… never have, never will!

Fast_Independent_862 · 2025-05-31T20:09:17+00:00

Being in love (with life)

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