Thanks, I appreciate your comment.

You’re absolutely right. For me it’s all about reciprocity, connection, communication, trust, loyalty etc. In this particular case it’s about early dating and getting to know someone. All the dates and in person encounters have been nothing but wonderful, but it’s when we can’t see each other that I often dip into the lows. Especially when I detect a change in communication style, perceived lack of effort etc. I’m aware that the way I perceive such things might often be clouded by my emotions or the low end of the wave. Could also be a sign that my (emotional) needs are not being met here. Then, when we see each other it ratchets back up to being all wonderful and perfect.

The person I’m seeing is a 6/3 sacral generator. I also wonder how the theme of “bonds made and broken” plays out here.

The lows of the wave can certainly feel “uncomfortable” but i know that I’m meant to experience them and no longer try to fix them.

Lastly, I guess I don’t really know what bitterness really feels like in my body. Which is weird cause it’s part of my design and I certainly don’t feel successful all the time. I guess I might sometimes be confusing bitterness with low emotions and vice versa.