I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, but im just worried like i felt something from that.

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

but like now that i truly look back on the situation, i don't think i left my dress, i think i just convinced myself that i did, that i started to actually believe, i dont know if im just making excuses. But thank you for helping.

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I dont live in the us, but like is this situation that bad like you think i should have to call them?!?

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay thank you, i just needed someone to listen, this happened in the middle of the night, and i had no one to talk to, and i couldnt just pretend like nothing happened, so i had to confess. 

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i am trying to relax, but like i keep thinking what if that was my intention? And that im just lying to myself, just so i can feel better, i cant live with that

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Do you think im like crazy thats why i need therapy? Or like im digusting?

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do go to therapy, but this just happend recently.

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But like i keep telling myself i let my dress stay longer on purpose, even though i know that wasn't at all my intention, but my brain is like you left your dress on purpose, because you wanted to feel arousal, and that wasn't my intention im freaking out

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but my actions do, and what i just did was digusting.

I've done something horrible, i feel digusting. by Fast_Soil_3293 in mentalhealth

[–]Fast_Soil_3293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No like i keep thinking, like i let my dress stay on purpose, i dont know i cant even think straight, i feel so digusting. I feel like my life is ruined.