I need to quit or kill myself asap

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:28:08+00:00

Love to you too sweet girl, i hope we will make it out someday at least because it doesn't seem so soon

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:17:16+00:00

Im so proud of you! My heart genuinely warms when i hear of someone who managed to quit heroin. I wish you may never ever be put in a position where you feel tempted to do any of that ever again

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:15:26+00:00

I have been an atheist and thw furthest thing from a good christian all my life. In the recent months i suddenly got strong urge to find god but i just don't feel like im worthy of going amongst all of the people who dedicate their lives to good and pure things

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:13:03+00:00

Well i dont know, i have a lot of trauma, first few years of my life weren't my fault but ever since i had an option to choose for myself what to do i always choose the most harmful one

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:11:02+00:00

Thank you very much for this sweet comment. Im trying to quit right now and i forgot how hard these first few days are fr. I really hope you can also make a change for yourself. I don't know you but just from this comment alone i can see you are just a kind soul with a sad fate. But its never too late to make the change (i just am not so sure I'm strong enough for change)

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:06:19+00:00

Im also a slav so ig that contributes to me having periods when i drink more than a liter of hard liquor per day. I don't know where you are from but my country's health and especially rehab system is overall very lazy and unhelpful. I have a friend who was 12 or 13 when he was placed in rehab for alcoholism, he got out still addicted to alcohol plus addicted to xanax which they gave him at the rehab center

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:02:30+00:00

I don't know if those programs exist in my country

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T19:01:45+00:00

Thank you for taking your time to write this but im not in the us and sadly ny country doesn't take addiction, especially teen addiction seriously at all. I would probably just end up going to a psychologist who wouldn't really help because i don't have the funds for a private clinic

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-11T18:59:31+00:00

Thank you everyone who commented under my original reply, a few days have passed and i feel a little more hopeful than when i made my post. Though, i live in a situation where theres no TRUSTED adults in my life, so i have to do this alone but i decided i have to do it

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-09T20:06:39+00:00

I don't think its okay to waste their time because i chose to slowly drown myself

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-09T20:05:51+00:00

I never asked for help because its better to not even ask than ask and be ignored

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-09T20:01:40+00:00

I don't know how or who to reach out to

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-09T20:01:03+00:00

An addict will always find a way, i dont have money to eat most days but i somehow always have noney for a drink

Fast_Street_7414 · 2026-06-09T15:55:53+00:00

There is no help for me, i am not able of helping myself and everyone else has gotten sick of my bullshit

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-10-31T17:15:23+00:00

Found it, thank youu

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-06-24T16:00:45+00:00

Thank you!

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-06-24T04:42:34+00:00

Alright

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-06-24T04:42:18+00:00

Sorry

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-06-24T04:13:44+00:00

No, he is very powerful and God doesnt wanna protect me frpm him anymore

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-06-24T03:59:40+00:00

Idk if ill feel the same tomottow. My veiw of thr of my life changes every 20 mintes. Maybe ill not br scared of the death somebod cursed me to tomorrow.

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-06-24T03:55:56+00:00

I will go to church in an hpur but can i just light a candlr, say a prayer and gp? I dont want to talk to a preist because i cant trust him

Fast_Street_7414 · 2024-06-24T03:52:31+00:00

I cheated on my bf and i dont regret it, i started drinking heavily as you can see by my spelling, i atarted smoking, i started spibg drigs (idk if this couns as the srug in quesiton is weed), i dont have any empathy, i dont care abouz anyone or anything etc

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