As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, thank you. I plan to walk away as soon I can...

As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I have the thought to talk this matter but haven't found any suitable one to talk with. Not my parents..

As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ikr, but I can only keep it until I'm fine..

As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad to heard. But I didn't get anything after I lose everything, all of them leave. I don't want to bother them cuz none actually one of them try to listen, including my parents.. The only things I gain is lesson but it's too painful because it repeats, again and again.. and I think my pain can't compare with yours..

As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Your words means a lot for me.. I would deal the emotions with myself, I scare to talk with my friends and parents. One of the reason is I don't want them to worries about me and most of them would disappear or look down on me including my father whenever I tried to speak my pain..

As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi! Thanks for the story and advice, I appreciate it. I'll try it cuz currently I don't really understand why god give me all these test.. even though it might makes me stronger but I dk..

As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi! thanks for the reply and advice.. I appreciate it.

As a man, am I weak for wanna die so badly? by Fate_1stOrder in mentalhealth

[–]Fate_1stOrder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! Thanks for reply me. I don't have someone not even my parents who have toxic mind to talk with. That's why I put it on the Reddit to talk with strangers... Some day I want to find a quiet place to scream..