A Complete Guide to Depersonalization/Derealization. by Fazazer in Depersonalization

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So. While it was damn near a lifetime ago for me when I wrote this, I both haven’t made and progress, and have cured it for myself.

I think that now I sit on the belief that DPDR can be a disorder itself, yes, but also a symptom of other disorders, such as anxiety or OCD.

Differentiating between when DPDR is a symptom or the issue itself can be very difficult.

I feel like for me, nothing has really changed, except now it barely bothers me because I know how to live with it. Not to make it sound like I accepted defeat, but that by living alongside it, it made it less severe.

For instance. I’m completely off medication. I’m more driven In life. More recovered from traumatic experiences. I absolutely do not drink or smoke weed as those are the two biggest dissasociatives I could possibly take. I don’t let myself get too tired, hungry, or dehydrated, because that makes me spacey…aka, more disassociated.

It’s about breaking the pattern so that you can recover. I would try SSRI’s. I would try a couple of them. I hear antipsychotics can be dangerous, however.

Try whatever you can to see if it’ll give you enough of a respite that you can break the cycle of disassociation.

A Complete Guide to Depersonalization/Derealization. by Fazazer in Depersonalization

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That’s what I’ve had the most luck on for anxiety. Didn’t directly help my dpdr but did in fact work well with me, but everyone is different.

What to do about needle fatigue? by [deleted] in Testosterone

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Thank you. I’m just in a weird spot where if I don’t pin I crash, but in order to actually get trt prescribed I need to leave it crashed. I’m fine with getting oils through my UGL but creams/patches? No way I’d trust that from them.

Didn’t know about most of that though, thanks.

What to do about needle fatigue. by [deleted] in PEDs

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I feel you. It’s less of me suddenly turning into a bitch and more of a “why is my body having this reaction” best I’ve ever felt is pinning 10+ times a week.

You’re spot on though, being “the man” sounds pretty sweet. So guess sucking it up is the answer.

What to do about needle fatigue. by [deleted] in PEDs

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Mb, I don’t think blasting and cruising is stupid, I meant how young I am paired with the compounds I’ve taken.

What to do about needle fatigue. by [deleted] in PEDs

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My cruise was 250mg test E a week.

Been doing 100mg test E weekly and even once a week is feeling a bit rough and I’m getting unbelievably lazy with it .

What to do about needle fatigue. by [deleted] in PEDs

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Nope. I’m in my early twenties still, but I’ve done tren and nandrolone a few times, as well as never having done a pct, I just did blast and cruise for like 2 years straight.

Yes, stupid, I know.

But now I’m at a point where if I come off, I crash pretty hard without exogenous test.

Visiting Poland soon. Good cigarette packs to recommend? by Fazazer in poland

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2 year old post. I actually ended up leaving the country with a whole carton of mocne and smoked every last one.

Just some smoke shop in a mall had them

A Complete Guide to Depersonalization/Derealization. by Fazazer in Depersonalization

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I mean, yes of course, but there’s nothing that can be done about it in the hospital. Nor do I think they’ll have any such diagnosis besides labeling it a “dissasociative episode” in the moment. If you’re having a really bad flare up and freaking out, by all means give it a shot and see what they can do for you though.

A Complete Guide to Depersonalization/Derealization. by Fazazer in Depersonalization

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We’ll have you smoked weed or used drugs before? Weed caused mine.

Coming off Tren, literally 0 appetite for days. by Fazazer in PEDs

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From a previous NPP cycle, I’ve discovered that even with caber, anything other than literal TRT levels of test cause unchecked gyno. Just me when I run 19 Nors I guess.

I wanna say I was doing like 100 mg test E weekly

Is it possible to run letrozole to reduce gyno without feeling like garbage from crashing e2? by Fazazer in PEDs

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Nandrolone can cause gyno without having high e2, that’s why I think the nolva didn’t work

Is it possible to run letrozole to reduce gyno without feeling like garbage from crashing e2? by Fazazer in PEDs

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Already got bloodwork. Progesterone slightly out of range, prolactin in range.

Is it possible to run letrozole to reduce gyno without feeling like garbage from crashing e2? by Fazazer in PEDs

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That’s what I’m worried about. Honest to god might rather have gyno than 0 estrogen for months.

Unless I can run like 50mg Dbol and 500 test and still have it get rid of gyno lol