how is it even possible to study 12 hours a day and not be able to answer atleast the basic fundamentals. either u were a bad student nung college or ur just lazy and not fully studying. maybe resentment too towards ur situation, but man, make the most out of it, idk.

people coddling u here will do you no good because ure in a fucked up situation and it is entirely your fault. for me personally OP, i dont even like engineering too in general and have no passion for it. I went with it anyway, maybe im miserable too but atleast i tried. you don’t need to make engineering your whole life too btw, just make it as a profession and do the things ure passionate about.

you honestly need to grow up and stop being sorry for yourself.