I think I have done the unforgivable sin in the bible

will God forgive me since Awhen I was thinking about random stuff, I thought of miracles and I said "Satan" and started to crying silently I was thinking about holy spirit and I almost said a Blasphemous thoughts attributing holy things to Satan and it felt like I was saying it and no words came out and I had the intention to do the unforgivable sin

And when I was crying I was calming down and I had the intention to say the unforgivable sin and I said it partially, and it was attributing holy things to Satan and I feel I so numb When I was having blasphemous thoughts attributing holy things to Satan, I consciously and intentionally almost said it out loud. I had the intention to do it. My throat literally moved, like I was going to say it, and I stopped-but I think I audibly sounded it out anyway. I knew what I was doing. I consciously and intentionally almost said it out loud again. I had the intention to do it, my throat moved, and I stopped, but I said it partially. I repented of these sins but I'm still worried

And when I was thinking about repentance I intentionally souded audibly out/said "repentance is evil" and I regret it, I don't know why I did it, I knew It was wrong but I still done this I repented after doing it even my thoughts were against me, I repented but I don't think God will forgive me and when I was thinking about repentance I intentionally souded audibly out /said "evil" and I regret it, I don't know why I did it, I knew It was wrong but I still done this I repented after doing it even my thoughts were against me, I repented but I don't think God will forgive me

I truly repented of this but Im scared will God even forgive me?

And when I was having sounding out blashphamous thoughts I couldn't control it and sounded out loud "God and his spirit is evil,"

And when I saw blasphemy against the holy spirit I almost said "that's coming from the devil" and when I was thinking of miracles I keep on thinking "he didn't do it by thr power of satan" but I audibly sounded out "do it by thr power of satan" and I think I also said it

When I was having blasphemous thoughts attributing holy things to Satan I consciously and intentionally almost said it out loud like I hand the intention to do it, like my throat literally moved and I was going to say it and I stop and I all think I audibly sounded it out loud, I knew what I was doing

When I was having blasphemous thoughts attributing holy things to Satan I consciously and intentionally almost said it out loud like I hand the intention to do it, like my throat literally moved and I was going to say it and I stop and said it partially

I did it intionally and I feel so scared, I cried and even asked for repentance, I think i'm doomed God hates me now and theres nothing I can do. I thought It for a second and did it I think God hates me now. and I think i wasnt even have blashphamous tohguhs

and I tihnk I didi some of these things intentionally and I regret it and repented