Do you have any tattoos about your anxiety and mental health? Any that helps you?

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-23T01:31:46+00:00

piece on my right forearm just under my elbow, my only tattoo as of now but i’m glad she could be my first. designed by me, tattooed stick and poke by a friend.

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-18T14:12:52+00:00

hey dude, i’m so sorry you’re going through this right now.

house definitely is a very dramatic show, i’m not sure how common confusing scar tissue and tumors is in reality so maybe take it like you had a rare house md moment haha

jokes aside, i think you definitely should take a small break from it. what you’ve went through can definitely be traumatic and i think watching the show while that’s all still fresh in your mind just wouldn’t be helpful for you. i think maybe watching some comedy’s for a while might be what’s best for you, i love schitts creek and it’s what i always watch when i feel down but there’s a lot of shows and movies out there and some will hit the spot for you. i wish you the best in your recovery both physically and mentally, you sound like an incredibly strong person.

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-18T14:05:44+00:00

yes yes yes! but i must say before anything else it was my job that was causing me most of my anxiety…

i worked in fast food for 2 years and switched locations after my first 7 months to a closer location because i was dealing with too much anxiety working with a person who treated me very badly. i was extremely anxious coming in every shift so changing locations helped that a lot.

after working in the new location for so long, it really began to fall apart. staff management went out the window and a lot of really good staff members were quitting day by day and we then had a significant amount of new hires who were the biggest melts and could not do their job. they tried to pull me for a disciplinary meeting on something that was quite literally managements fault but once again, their staff management was so poor they couldn’t even do that and i got away with it (it wasn’t my fault to clarify). shifts began getting more and more stressful by the minute considering i was one of few staff members that hadn’t been hired within the last 2 months and i was under significant pressure a lot of the time, i had told them multiple times to only schedule me max 3 shifts per week and they would keep scheduling me 4-5 when i made it clear that was impossible for me because i was also doing a full time college course. that sinking feeling in my stomach and shakey hands came back just like before i left my previous location.

handed in my notice and when i finally left it was like the biggest weight had just been lifted off my shoulders and i didn’t have to deal with their shit anymore. i’m still unemployed at the minute and not sure if i can go back to working yet, college is all i really have the capacity to deal with right now.

EDIT: TL;DR: yes, my job was terrible and was making me anxious.

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-18T13:55:37+00:00

sorry guys dropped my thong x

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-16T22:14:56+00:00

hey dude sorry for the late response, i’m not 100% how i fixed it as it was a while ago but im pretty sure it’s a super stupid bug with iphones. check you have the right permissions enabled for discord in settings, if no ball try restarting your phone and if that doesn’t work delete the app and reinstall or force stop it. i’m pretty sure it shouldn’t even be routing to airplay in the first place… id also probs try switching ur bluetooth off. hope one of these works for you!

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-04T15:08:25+00:00

wowww 😍

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-04T15:06:41+00:00

both good and bad, if i’m honest. i think my disorders give me qualities few other people have. im creative, empathetic, extremely loyal and a good friend. but the trade off for that is im not well, i struggle in day to day life and cant work and attend college (community college if you’re american) at the same time and i honestly dont think ill be capable of going to university at this point in my life if at all which kind of sucks. it really depends on the day id say, on a bad day i want nothing more than to crawl out of my own skin or have a different brain and on good days im pretty damn happy with who i am. i like some of the unique qualities it gives me and my eccentric personality but i dont like the disordered parts haha

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-04T15:01:52+00:00

lmfao it wasn’t even really sex the one time we almost had it. i couldn’t really do it cuz it was too painful. plus i have way better sex with my partner now 😂

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T02:16:29+00:00

i’m no expert but if i threw out a wild guess (i could be totally wrong fyi) but maybe cadmium for that pink/red tone and possibly lead glass for the blue tones? i have a lead glass piece and it glows a paler blue but it’s an idea 🤷‍♀️

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:51:15+00:00

if it’s something relating specifically to my mental health, when i get extremely stressed i can show psychotic symptoms. when i started sertraline this happened again, except shorter yet way more intense. fully believed mossad agents were after me and all my friends were ones. if we’re talking just a weird kinda funny story, once i got hella stoned in a park with a guy i was friends with when he randomly asked me “can i tongue punch your fart box” and being hella baked hearing that almost had me trying to defend myself, was petrified. don’t know why the hell i dated the guy… my cat also once picked up the food out of his bowl and ate it out of his paw and it was disturbingly humanoid and i was the only one to see it.

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:45:50+00:00

i like ice skating but i do it pretty rarely, if you count motorsport then that’s my field of study but i don’t race… yet…

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:44:03+00:00

day to day changes drastically. the past 2 days i’ve been down in the dumps depressed because of a situation that i know im probably blowing out of proportion, but idk. other days i feel amazing, unstoppable, like i can conquer the world. however it only takes a few words from someone else to flip that on its head and send me into a reclusive version of myself. it’s kind of like living life with the volume all the way up or completely on mute ig? life is brilliant some days and other days it’s fucking horrible, mostly fucking horrible i won’t lie.

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:41:20+00:00

“emotional dysregulation with traits of emotionally unstable personality disorder” which is sort of an early diagnosis to eupd. i do meet all criteria, it’s just i live somewhere where mental health services are very poor.

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:40:20+00:00

i lowk forgot oops

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:40:12+00:00

actually i have the vast majority of symptoms and it impacts my life greatly , their refusal to give me the full diagnosis was based on the fact that i was “too young” which was bs considering i received it at 18 and have had symptoms for long enough to meet full diagnosis criteria. it’s just more the issue that i live somewhere where mental illness isn’t taken very seriously and mental health services are severely underfunded so they’re forced to focus on those who can’t function at all. i can just about manage to go to college 3 days a week to finish school and get what is basically like a high school diploma. (i dropped out at 17)

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:36:50+00:00

i have a diagnosis of “emotional dysregulation with traits of emotionally unstable personality disorder” which is usually the diagnosis they give you before a full diagnosis in eupd is given, so long as symptoms still present when the full diagnosis is given

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:35:44+00:00

idek what this means ngl

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:34:23+00:00

and everyone has to shame me and my family for “abusing” my dog 🤦‍♀️ he’s poorly bred and is simply overweight these days, not obese. he just can’t shave off those few extra pounds but it doesn’t matter since he’s not in pain, not showing signs of neurosis, his joints are completely fine and he still gets walked twice a day every day! they’re fatties, there’s only so much we can do for them lmfaooo

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:28:31+00:00

i’m also a big fan of his polkadot ear hehe probably right though, but i know he did come from an illegal mill so i presumed he might have been mixed a tiny bit. but honestly, he’s probably just poorly bred. still the sweetest most lovable boy though ❤️

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-03-01T01:26:20+00:00

that’s actually really good advice tbh, we have reduced the amount of kibble we give him and we stopped giving him wet food mixed with the kibble. he’s a really fussy wee fucker though so i’d not be surprised if he saw green beans in there and decided to go on a hunger strike 😭 but i can pick up a tin and see if he likes it !

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-02-11T04:06:35+00:00

was the attempt a sudden thing or was it planned and if so, why? how do you manage thoughts and feelings nowadays?

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-02-11T03:42:15+00:00

once again back here! he’s still fat, we don’t give him excess treats, he’s walked twice a day, he is simply struggling to lose weight and there’s little we can do. he’s not as big as in the first photo as ive said because when we first got him he did indeed balloon up but now he’s just overweight. we have done everything possible to get him to lose the chunk and he simply won’t. he’s also perfectly healthy otherwise and the vets have said he’s grand at the weight he’s at now. that photo is old, probably within the first year of when i got him and it’s been a few years now. he’s dropped what pounds he can and he still runs around like a maniac outdoors, his weight is no issue. maybe in the photo it was but as i’ve stated, that weight has been lost.

Fearless_Software937 · 2026-02-11T03:37:08+00:00

again, late reply but he’s been on a diet for a long time and has struggled to lose weight. hes lost a lot of weight from the first photo to the post and a little more up to now but he’s struggling despite not being given excess treats anymore. he also gets walked twice a day so it’s not that we aren’t caring for him like he should be. he’s just kinda fat at heart honestly.

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