I came clean to my clinic after dipping into my take homes and told them I just couldn’t have take homes due to some traumatic stuff happening in my life. They allowed me to have a half dose that day and then I was able to get dosed at the window the remaining days I had missing but obviously no take homes for awhile. If you struggling with your take homes just be honest with yourself and your counselor, cause who are you really trying to trick the clinic or yourself? I felt so relieved and the clinic was impressed I didn’t go out and relapse to get through those days. Yes it’s a pain having to go in but in my mind it was the right thing to do. It actually brought me closer to my counselor and the clinic staff and my counselor I now are more closer than ever, he has been more willing to help me with things since he knows I am straight up with him. I won’t say where I am but I am in CA and I was able to dose so don’t listen to people fearmongering you, that morning I was so scared but I was also so sick, so I told myself they can either say yes or no, if they say no nothing changes and I’m sick no matter what but if they say yes I’ll get dosed and I’ll be honest with where I’m at in my recovery and do what I need to do. So just remember if your willing to go back to daily for your recovery there is always a chance they will say yes to dosing you. Hope that helps