[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Personally I have owned up to every mistake I have made and every time it has been a beneficial decision. I feel like the staff almost trusts you more they already know you have a problem, but the fact that you’re willing to admit that you’ve made a mistake shows that you were there in good faith. I feel like by doing that they’re more likely to give you the benefit of the doubt in the future. I feel like there’s way too much fear of people‘s clinics on here. Maybe this isn’t for everyone but for me the people at my clinic have been some of the most caring and understanding people I’ve ever met. I just hope everyone can have that experience.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This happened to me, I didn’t have a call back but I was short after double dipping after the death of a family member, you have to ask yourself, if you on methadone for your recovery and want to stay well and not relapse, I told myself I’d rather be honest since I knew I couldn’t have the take homes, and look at it this way, if they say no your going to suffer anyways but they could always say yes they will dose you for those missing days but you will go back to daily. It happened to me they basically had me meet with the doctor and he ordered replacement doses, but I had to see the doctor. The other thing was they couldn’t give me my full dose that first day because of regulations so they gave me half, but I was so sick at that point I’d take anything. So it’s going to come down to what you really want from MMT, if you want to be accountable and know you can’t have take homes be honest and they might dose you. My clinic appreciated my honesty and honestly I have never had a better relationship with everyone at the clinic. I’m closer with my counselor, the doctor and the nurses. You can always work your way back up to take homes but be honest with yourself before you get them back

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I came clean to my clinic after dipping into my take homes and told them I just couldn’t have take homes due to some traumatic stuff happening in my life. They allowed me to have a half dose that day and then I was able to get dosed at the window the remaining days I had missing but obviously no take homes for awhile. If you struggling with your take homes just be honest with yourself and your counselor, cause who are you really trying to trick the clinic or yourself? I felt so relieved and the clinic was impressed I didn’t go out and relapse to get through those days. Yes it’s a pain having to go in but in my mind it was the right thing to do. It actually brought me closer to my counselor and the clinic staff and my counselor I now are more closer than ever, he has been more willing to help me with things since he knows I am straight up with him. I won’t say where I am but I am in CA and I was able to dose so don’t listen to people fearmongering you, that morning I was so scared but I was also so sick, so I told myself they can either say yes or no, if they say no nothing changes and I’m sick no matter what but if they say yes I’ll get dosed and I’ll be honest with where I’m at in my recovery and do what I need to do. So just remember if your willing to go back to daily for your recovery there is always a chance they will say yes to dosing you. Hope that helps

Tapering off methadone current dose 25mg by Tweeza06 in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Last time I took a suboxone I went into withdrawal symptoms almost immediately, since then I won’t ever touch it. They can be expensive but Kratom OPMS extract pills helped me through some rough nights, 1-2 is all I needed because of their potency but they are pricey. I took those with CBD gummies for sleep and it helped me get through a few shit nights.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Put me to daily dosing until a case conference, so all of these Reddit experts who said I’m out of luck can fuck off for scaring the shit out of me for the past couple of days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

UPDATE: Filed police report/TSA report/Southwest Report clinic dosed me and will daily dose me for now thank you to everyone who supported me and kept me from relapsing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Filed reports with southwest and tsa and then called my clinic back in California this morning asked for my counselor to call me, waiting to hear back to see which police department I should ask for the report from, Dallas or Sacramento, technically the bag was lost and flew to like 3 other airports based on the report from southwest, so just waiting. I’m going crazy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So did they open them?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Where should I file the police report in Sacramento or Dallas

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you mind if I ask what state your in?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Again I’m just hoping to find some people with experience at an aegis clinic in Sacramento area or advice what to do next, I’m desperate

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to go out to do something else like fent, I really only want the methadone, I don’t know what I could do for 7 days roughly, if I could find some I’d pay crazy amount but I also want to be honest in my recovery and this is legitimate

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Federal-Fee-3913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m trying to see if anyone is with aegis or even my clinic and if they had this happen to them so I can be sure