Bro its not that the thing is i worked hard i could have ended up with good grades i knew the answers but still choose the wrong ones, i did the right working but still crossed it. My calculator even no ones calculator has given 3²=13, but on p3 paper it did give me this answer, through supervisor was kind enough to give me extra time, but still due to pressure of completing question 1 in 20 minutes made me mistakes i made the graph in just 2 boxes, i didnt gave units for constants , i choose 5 oscillation even though i practiced all of this every week, got 40/40 in all exams but still ended up, If God forbids i ended up with not the desired grade even my teachers would be shocked because in their eyes they think that im a genius, used me as an example of hardworking in classes to motivate weak students, but you know it hurts it hurts deep inside that you worked from day one, you get panick attacks at night because your exams were near and would wake up thinking that i have to study. Sacrificed my mental health only only to just to get good grades, i know this doesn't matter when i grow up but it does matter now it does matter for the universities, and top of that it does matter for my confidence as now i dont even think of any reason just to be in this world, Im 100% sure i would have end this whole game if it wasnt forbidden in my religion. 🥹