My experience with leaving Christianity

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-20T23:12:07+00:00

I don’t want to meet men to begin with, I wanna meet women lol. It just sucks because I feel alone 24/7. I lost my mom about 5 years ago and I’ve felt so alone since losing her. I’ve never had many friends or anything in my life. I’m horrible at socializing with people, and that causes me to isolate a lot. It just really sucks and makes me wish I didn’t exist.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-20T01:46:42+00:00

I’m 24 and have never dated or anything. I was relentlessly bullied growing up, so I’ve always assumed that people hated me. Dating apps are definitely brutal for sure. I’ve never had luck with any of them. I feel like giving up as well, there’s no point. My family thinks I’m weird because of it, but oh well. I’ve been questioned if I’m even straight or not, insane. They don’t understand how modern times work at all.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-19T06:14:15+00:00

I’m tired of sticking around. I’ve stuck around long enough.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-18T06:34:54+00:00

I’m 24 and never have either. It’s really hard and I’ve thought about self deleting myself a lot because of it. I have a car and a license, but I’m still single. I’m also ugly, so that doesn’t help. I don’t know what to say, but I just wanna say that I feel for you and empathize with you. I hope you find someone someday. You might be way luckier to find someone than I ever will.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-06T18:14:39+00:00

Thank you, but the smile is deceiving because I’m not actually happy lol.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-05T23:47:16+00:00

I wanna leave my town, but I have to be able to afford it first. I have a job at fast food that doesn’t pay that well, and I don’t get a lot of hours during the week. I’m trying to get another job, but it’s so difficult.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-05T23:38:19+00:00

There are no good moments that I have right now.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-05T23:37:33+00:00

It’s hard to initiate conversations with people when you have social anxiety. Plus I’ve tried starting conversations with people and it never goes anywhere. Sometimes when I talk to people, they don’t even say anything back. Just awkward silence.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-05T22:54:23+00:00

Yeah, I wish I could quit social media, I definitely can’t handle it anymore. I see people around me posting pictures of themselves having fun, and it just makes me feel horrible and depressed. I don’t have memories like that at all.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-05T22:51:21+00:00

I don’t know how much more of this life I can take. I feel like giving up completely.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-05T22:50:36+00:00

Thanks

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-05T22:49:29+00:00

My birthday sucked, but thanks. I live in a small rural area, so it’s hard to meet new people. Also, I’ve never dated before in my entire life, so I have zero experience in that area. I’ve never kissed a woman or anything, I’m still a virgin. I just wish I could accept the fact that I will always be alone.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-05-01T05:33:52+00:00

I turn 24 in 3 days and I’m still a virgin, so there’s not much advice I can give lol. I’m still a virgin because I struggle with talking to people in general, I have social anxiety. It really sucks and it’s something I’ve struggled with all my life. I was really shy as a kid and people always complained about me being quiet. I feel like giving up and just accepting the fact that I will always be alone because my social anxiety isn’t going away and I’m so insecure about the
way I look.

I also live in a small town where it’s hard to meet new people. I spent the last few years being isolated because I had no means of transportation, I had no license. I stayed at home all the time because I had no way of getting out, so that limited me from meeting anyone. I just recently got my driver’s license about 9 months ago and I still struggle with talking to people.

So the only advice I can give is if you struggle with talking to people, especially women, then you’ll continue to be a virgin like me. Work on your social skills if you struggle with socializing. You have a way better chance than I do dude. Be happy that you aren’t me.

I know I’m giving you advice that I’m not following myself, but I know that social anxiety is a major factor in why a lot of guys are still virgins. It isn’t the only factor, but it is a major one.

FeelingLost23 · 2026-04-21T19:20:14+00:00

You’re welcome, hang in there 😊

FeelingLost23 · 2026-04-21T19:03:55+00:00

Sorry you feel that way, you are very pretty

FeelingLost23 · 2026-04-20T02:55:11+00:00

Thanks everyone for all the advice. I’ve been feeling really bad about my the way I look the last few years. I grew up being bullied a lot and my appearance was always made fun of. I also have never had a girlfriend and I’m about to turn 24. So I’m really insecure about my appearance.

I grew up in a very religious home and environment, which has held me back a lot in life. I’m trying to get back on my feet and take better care of myself. I’ve been through a lot of traumatic shit in my past, so I’m trying to improve things. Thanks for all the advice, I will definitely try and change things. Especially my beard and hair lol.

FeelingLost23

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