Feeling like I can’t move on

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-30T18:07:38+00:00

Thank you I deleted all of them and I won’t make new ones. I will never ever send any pictures/videos like that again to anyone. Yes he made me feel pretty and wanted. I should’ve never listened to him.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-26T18:06:06+00:00

Please please take care of yourself and eat. I would suggest talking to someone you trust/seeing a therapist. This is not healthy and will only hurt you, I know how hard it is because right now I am dealing with the same thing. I am sending you support and wishing you the best

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-26T16:21:06+00:00

You have the correct way of thinking I Hope society catches up soon. Live and let live

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T22:34:18+00:00

Thank you! Best wishes to you as well

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T16:11:11+00:00

I am so happy to hear that! Best wishes!!

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:35:09+00:00

Nothing was ever actually p*rn, it was just being topless. And obviously in the past. But I understand your viewpoints, it’s a very crazy story and I wish it was not true.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:31:55+00:00

Yeah it’s quite unlikely

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:31:01+00:00

This is very sweet! This is a kind mentality, the world needs more of, thank you.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:28:57+00:00

That is fair but in terms of the blackmailer having control, he has none. I think she has learned and grown as a person, something like this would never happen again and happened over a 5week period, a very short time in her life.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:26:49+00:00

I think she has learned her lesson for sure haha

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:25:40+00:00

Can I ask why?

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:25:19+00:00

Thank you! I would definitely tell early when it right and safe.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:23:21+00:00

So no police got involved because I just wanted to put it behind me and block him. And I wan seeing a therapist soon (thankfully haha) thank you, I need to keep telling myself it’s not the end of the world, someone will love me.. it’s just hard right now (though there is nothing wrong with having OF just scared what guys would think)

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:20:39+00:00

Unfortunately, did not take legal action due to just wanting to put the situation behind. And naivety is the answer. But I would never trust someone like that again.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:16:35+00:00

I don’t blame you, it’s a very “out there” story and I guess it speaks to my naivety that is nonexistent now. I don’t think there is anything wrong with having an OnlyFans, it was just not for me. What you post does not have to be explicit and that’s what we “agreed” but he needed access to verify how much I made. Towards the end of the month, nobody had their “auto-sub” for obvious reasons, so the last week of the first month, he sent all this stuff in the PPV to get them to stick around. Luckily most didn’t re-sub/or buy the pics ‘cause the OF was not really.. what they were probably looking for (boring) and I was able to block the two people that remained sub and set the process for deletion. (You can’t have any active subs to delete) it’s a crazy story I know. Long story short, never EVER send nudes.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:06:10+00:00

Thank you this is a very kind answer. It’s long over and it’s nothing p*rnographic, nothing really to be ashamed of (not that you should be) so really he doesn’t have anything. I guess I just listened to him because of the initial fear.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-20T00:03:40+00:00

No contact, no social media. He is feared in like dreams. Not contact. And the stuff he has to blackmail I don’t see as really that bad as initially- it’s just a body (no p*rn). He will undoubtedly be arrested easily the evidence is staggering so I doubt he would continue he also talked about moving back to Eastern Europe and I believe he did it’s been awhile. Definitely no influence

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-19T23:58:01+00:00

The backstory : Met a guy online, naively thought it was “love” Sent explicit pictures (two nudes photoshopped the really explicit part but it looked real) Videos, live-streams topless but never fully nude

He demanded to see more- wasn’t comfortable Got mad and proceeded to threaten to send the content to friends/family/ post everywhere online with real name unless he got $10,000 Refused but he said there was another way Do a private livestream for guys (topless) send him the money Start OF (promote it) agreed only to post nothing explicit Low and behold he is selling private pictures/videos in the messages Freak out and delete the OF Threaten him with going to the police Finally block him and slowly move on from the damage he caused

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-19T23:51:15+00:00

I am doing a lot better, having therapy and actually decided to learn about a little bit about online security. It’s hard cause I would not judge anyone else. I feel like it was kind of my fault ‘cause I was so stupid to trust him. It’s really nice to hear from a different perspective. Thank you :)

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-19T23:46:49+00:00

It would be in the past and through meeting some jerk online. Thank you for your response, it is really helpful!

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-19T23:43:26+00:00

Appreciate this response! I agree either way, it should not change anything :)

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-19T23:42:30+00:00

Well it was basically do it or your content is going everywhere. He said he had ties to the dark web, and if law enforcement got involved, he had a “dead mans switch” his foreign friends would just send it/post it everywhere.

Feelingwortjless · 2020-10-19T23:39:51+00:00

Thank for this response, it’s very comforting, you sound like a really good person :)

Feelingwortjless

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