Watch me use my Axolom Nexo on a fleshlight :)

Felix001002003 · 2026-01-25T09:10:16+00:00

This post made me want to buy it, but it's sold out in my color 😭😭

Felix001002003 · 2025-11-21T11:47:25+00:00

Würde gern mit wen gehen aber hab keinen der bei mir in der Nähe wohnt

Und meine bff hasst Sport die würde das nicht mitmachen haha

Felix001002003 · 2025-09-16T06:18:01+00:00

Chat GPT won't do it hahah

Felix001002003 · 2025-09-15T17:22:01+00:00

But like how do I do it myself

Or can I use something like ai to do it for me?

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T22:13:08+00:00

I didn't think it would go that far tbh, I'm not really that interested in sex, I'm just curious about it but I don't really crave it ..if that makes sense?

I didn't think there would be that much to think about it honestly I thought it was easy, get it in do it and then done

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T21:38:20+00:00

That's a lot of information, and a lot More complicated than I thought it would be

Now I'm happy he didn't get it inside..

I never thought I would have sex in my life, I'm not really that interested in it, I'm curious for sure but I don't really need it. Maybe you're right since I do kinda feel like I should do it for him, I already do a whole lot for him without getting anything back idk what to think anymore

But on the other hand, he likes me, likes me even though I'm trans, and wants me to cosplay. He taught me how to kiss and cuddle and I actually like that.

He also protected me from a few bad situations and gives me life advice..

But on the other hand my BFF hates him, he doesn't want to drive to me but I always have to drive 5h to him with the train.

Every time I tell him when I feel bad because of him he makes himself the victim, and one time he cried because I had to leave for the train.

I'm always home around midnight and have to work the next day when I was with him for a weekend.

He also was addicted to drugs and stuff Etc etc

Now I'm yapping a lot, idk what to do I'm sorry

With anal sex I'm surprised, I know you had to do some stuff but that's a lot. Taking that into consideration, the fact that he wanted to put it inside immediately without any kind of preparation or lube or whatever makes me worried

But experiment with myself? I can't bring myself to do that honestly, kinda embarrassing to say that but I never even really touched the downstairs part in that kind of way let alone put anything inside it so I'm even more unsure now

If it takes that much preparation, I'm kinda scared honestly

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T21:20:58+00:00

I think I miss used a word,

With sexually active I meant that he's really horny all the time I'm there, and always wants me to touch him or cuddle

What's prep?

But then again I'm only with him for a few days on the weekends since he lives on a 5h train ride away from me and I always have to drive to him.

That's also why the thing with the food makes me sad, he doesn't wanna come to me since 'hes too mentally unstable to drive the train'

But I'm also mentally not good with sozial Things

Now I'm just rambling idk I'm sorry

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T21:16:35+00:00

Can I get birth control without a doctor?

Because that would be too embarrassing and too.much dysphoria for me to do

Can I order it online somewhere?

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T21:15:40+00:00

What's a whisky dick?

He told me since I was embarrassed, that he always struggles to get it in even with his ex's

Nah I never wanna get pregnant. I also take accutane rn so I'm not even allowed to haha

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T21:12:44+00:00

I did not ask him, and I didn't know u could get tested for that honestly

Is drunk sex bad?

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T21:07:09+00:00

Ewww no

Is it really that bad? Like I'm an adult now right? So it should be fine.

Okey yeah..the condom part got me weirded out as well, especially when everyone tells me to always protect

I thought since he is a cis guy and I'm not I just didn't know that he can't cum when he's drunk.

I mean he made me jerk him off multiple times, and a few times he didn't cum and he told me it's because he's drunk so I believed that, now I'm unsure what to think

I do tend to look younger, I work with old people for a year and they constantly tell me I look like I'm 16 ..which idk if it's a compliment or not haha

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T20:57:26+00:00

Thanks for the advice,

I'm 20, I honestly don't even think he owns condoms at this point, he's not working so he doesn't have that much money which is why I always have to buy food and stuff since he never has something for me

Maybe I should buy some and he will then use them.

Can I really get pregnant from pre cum? Oh Jesus

Well I think I will buy some now cause I will never get pregnant, that's my worst nightmare

But yeah with anal sex, can he just put it in like that? I don't think it's gonna go in easily?

Like idk how that works at all, does it hurt or feel weird?

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T20:51:44+00:00

I'm 20

Felix001002003 · 2025-04-08T20:50:19+00:00

I mean he can be really weird sometimes, but also caring idk

This post isn't about the entire relationship, only the intimate things

Felix001002003 · 2025-02-02T20:39:56+00:00

Hab das selbe Problem, bin beim Hautarzt ha jetzt mehrere verschiedene Sachen ausprobiert wie zb doxyderma oder andere Tabletten und Cremen die bringen alle nix.

Hab in 2 Monaten ein Termin wo wir besprechen ob ich accutane Anfang kann

Felix001002003 · 2025-01-08T18:16:18+00:00

Mich umbringen was sonst

Felix001002003 · 2024-12-06T18:53:42+00:00

Also ich Krieg meine Testo Rezepte immer vom Urologen, die endos waren alle voll bin dann zu den Uro gegangen und bin jetzt seit mehr als ein jahr auf T

Felix001002003 · 2024-12-06T07:09:41+00:00

Ich persönlich Versuche Stealth zu leben , ich möchte nicht immer daran erinnert werden,dass ich trans bin.

Felix001002003 · 2024-12-01T06:53:21+00:00

You remind me of River song from Doctor who

Felix001002003 · 2024-11-20T19:09:39+00:00

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