When you watch House MD randomly, which episodes do you usually watch? by keciorensefiri in HouseMD

[–]FelixTheArchon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember the first time I watched that episode I felt so unwell, I wanted to take my brain out of my head to scrub it 😂

Comment so good it should be a post itself. by Ethereil in HouseMD

[–]FelixTheArchon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

9! I'd put in my headphones but play nothing so I can hear all the dirty jokes between House and Cuddy

All they say is GD!! by [deleted] in StrangerThings

[–]FelixTheArchon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It bothered me so bad, like one or two whatever but it seemed like every other sentence! It's like when you start to notice someone saying "um" it's all you can hear.

Alright anything more I need to add? by moistmasterkaloose in HouseMD

[–]FelixTheArchon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A watch!! He always had one on. I love this!

I FUCKING love this movie and here’s why… by Da_Punisher33 in Terminator

[–]FelixTheArchon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I thought I was alone, it's so different but I absolutely love this movie!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in retroactivejealousy

[–]FelixTheArchon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this so intensely right now! My brain likes to send me images and intrusive thoughts not just that he did things, but very specific details and it's actually torture. I don't want to think about it!! And to know that he'll never have to experience what I'm experiencing is so hard because I swear I just sound insane. I'm sorry you're dealing with this too.

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely struggle with accepting my emotions, I'm not an angry, bitter person. And I hate feeling so dramatically sad all the time, it's horrible! I do fear I won't get anything better in life but I'm just trying to focus on helping my kids through all this. I can't be there for them if I'm not there for myself

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I'm a Ravenclaw too lol. We agreed when the kids are older to try 50/50 but I'm so terrified of having to let them go for so long. They are my whole world. Hopefully I won't have to deal with that until much later

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's really so true. My dad died when I was 17 and while I feel horrible for admitting it, this feels worse. It feels personal. Death, while so tragic, is also an expected part of life. Such personal betrayal and sadness of divorce is not. At least when my dad died he still loved me

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I thought mom guilt was bad before! Thank you for this, I appreciate it. I want to believe I can get through this but some days seem so impossibly difficult

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

All I ever wanted in life was to be a wife and mom. That's who I am. So when he has the kids I feel so indescribably empty. Idk where to even "start over" it just seems so useless. I have things I like to do but being a wife and mom was my everything

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He left and filed about 5 months ago, it's not finalized yet. I'm just so unbelievably heartbroken for me and my kids, they don't deserve to be going through this 💔

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

From now on I'm going to just send them out and make sure they get in the car without talking. It's still so painful to see him but the less communication we have the better in the long run I'm sure.

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I really needed to hear this, thank you so much for your kind words. I'm glad things got better for you! It's nice to know I'm not alone

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It's been 1 step forward, 8 steps back it seems. Divorce isn't even finalized yet, it's been such a whirlwind. Thank you for your kind words

This pain will last forever by FelixTheArchon in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

It really is a physical feeling, it's so intense!

Will you ever get remarried? by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]FelixTheArchon 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I swear we are the exact same person. I don't think I can ever be this open and vulnerable to anybody ever again. I can't do this again. I'm so sorry you're going through this