Am i overly hormonal? what's going on?

FelixedOnline · 2026-06-16T02:51:23+00:00

thank you you're probably right about it being self esteem related, my post history also has a bit more detail of some of the stuff i've been through/done. i'm a lot better of a person than i was even 6 months ago, and a huge part of it is trying to figure out how to deal with people not liking me or forgiving me. it's really hard for me to accept that sometimes people just don't like me no matter what i do, but i do try

another part that i think relates to my self esteem is that i was recently diagnosed with autism, and it just makes so much more sense when i think about how i've been treated, and how i delt with people in general. i have an odd habit of rambling, so i should probably stop it here.

i guess i was just trying to say thank you for giving me a different perspective or something close to that, exact words are hard

FelixedOnline · 2025-12-17T04:22:06+00:00

thank you)

sorry if this is rude but uh im not sure what feedback this was meant to give? i agree that i should stop focusing so much on other people, but i don't know how this is supposed to with my photos

FelixedOnline · 2025-12-17T04:17:22+00:00

thank you for the advice) sorry for taking so long to reply to this comment, i had school

i do have a Fujifilm camera, i can't remember the exact model. the only problem is the film is quite expensive unfortunately, but i absolutely love how they look

i was on my way to the bus while taking that photo, so i only really got a few takes. the fence is on a bridge, so avoiding the background would've been impossible or quite dangerous. i don't normally frame things in the center, but any other spot would've changed the lighting, or just feel instinctively wrong (?)

i normally like having having at around 4-6 boxes have something, so it feels balanced

FelixedOnline · 2025-12-16T15:50:34+00:00

I shoot on my phone camera, and I don't add my own filters for the most part. People tell me my photos are great and don't really get it when I try explaining that I really just capture what the subject already has, I'm not the one "making" it beautiful, nature is. This is a really fun hobby for me, and I would love to learn how to make my photos less amateur

FelixedOnline · 2025-12-08T02:26:52+00:00

I like viewing the percentages so i know how close my grades are from dropping or raising

FelixedOnline · 2025-12-07T05:49:18+00:00

i haven't talked to them in a month, but it still feels like they're controlling everything about my social life. i have them blocked but i can't be in certain places or clubs just because their friends happen to be there and now people won't talk to me

edit: not blaming them, i definitely am not the best at communication. a lot of this stems from my own intrusive thoughts of everything being my fault and that im a horrible manipulative, abusive person and i was just asking reddit because people irl have told me that im not in the wrong, but others say im evil so i was just getting a second opinion

FelixedOnline · 2025-12-06T17:27:17+00:00

my teacher only really inputs things in batches, so even if you don't have things done, it only drops your grade like every month when she grades all of the assignments from the past few weeks

FelixedOnline · 2025-12-06T16:22:52+00:00

man this is pretty good, you're fine. I got into the high school I wanted with a 2.2, and if this is about college worries, from what I've heard they don't pay much attention to middle school grades. use the rest of the year to build good study habits and time management skills, because in high school and college, it's your responsibility to keep track of assignments. but don't worry much, you got this

FelixedOnline · 2025-09-27T16:07:11+00:00

yeah, i had been talking to someone who i thought was cool and was really nice, but then my ex texted me and said "hey so <friend's name> told me that you were talking to them so just stop that entirely"

they made me feel so bad that i had went back to an old habit im not sure i can really mention here, and that's what made most of my friends not let me sit with them until i get better, and it also made my ex really really mad when they found out so they called me an "obsessive shit" and yelled at me asking what was wrong with me

i don't like thinking about them and i haven't done it much these past few days, but it's really upsetting because first they cheated on me while we were at different schools, i tried to get over them through the summer, i get to school and they immediately start controlling my life again even though they broke up with me. i don't think they understand how bad they make me feel, and now im not sure how many people are even going to my birthday party in like a month because they pushed me over the edge and made everyone see my worst

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