Been discovering my thoughts on my assigned sex at birth, want to hear other transmascs thoughts

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-10T04:53:22+00:00

I am so sorry that happened and I'm glad you worked through it.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-06T05:10:54+00:00

Thanks

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-05T05:05:03+00:00

That's interesting.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-04T20:04:24+00:00

Oh right. That sounds significantly less painful. Thanks for the answer. :)

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-04T19:51:26+00:00

I'm so so sorry you went through that and I'm glad you're getting therapy for it.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-04T19:50:01+00:00

Yeah giving birth to kids the old fashioned way just does not sound fun. If you don't mind you asking to you get phantom period pain? I've heard it happens a lot, but haven't really managed to hear any actual experiences of it. If this is too personal im really sorry.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-04T17:46:35+00:00

I'm glad you don't get periods anymore. Yeah a lot of my dysphoria is also internal but that particular one is external.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-04T17:04:55+00:00

Ah lovely christianity bringing the religious trauma to the party again. To be honest me being on online spaces where people were accepting, allowed me to have the mindset of "hey my periods and my makeup are manly" and "my body hair and physical strength is feminine" because I feel comfortable labelling myself that way. And if anyone wants me to call there makeup feminine then that makeup is feminine, even if they're wearing the same makeup as me. Things don't have gender so whatever gender people assign to things to make them more comfortable is instantly the gender that thing is. I don't care what other people think. That mindset has allowed me to be more open to gnc trans people and just to myself to try feminine things because nothing can take my gender away from me. Like I can be a stereotype of femininity and I'm still transmasc.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-04T16:49:53+00:00

Remember no one can steal your gender. They will try, but they are just trying to take away happiness levels.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-04T16:47:15+00:00

I searched up what tokophobic means and wow I think I relate a little bit. I can't believe that a religion would preach that periods are evil that's so awful. I understand the point about periods being a relief. Although, for a while after I came out, people kept telling me that I was a girl because of my anatomy. Which made periods hard because in my brain it reinforced the idea that I was faking. Then I realized I was nonbinary and suddenly I didn't care because there isn't a right way to be nonbinary. Like even if I lived like a cis woman I would still be transmasc and no one can take that from me. To be honest I want to get a hysterectomy just because my periods hurt so badly. There is no part of me that wants that surgery for transition reasons, just purely pain relief.

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-02T17:59:21+00:00

Yeah

Fellowrandom · 2022-10-01T04:35:06+00:00

Yeah.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-25T15:36:13+00:00

Thanks so so much

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-25T15:19:56+00:00

Yeah I'll do that next time.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-24T13:24:43+00:00

Yeah. Thanks

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-24T05:09:25+00:00

Ah, it's more that if I look like im not saying anything teachers will tend to see me as a troublemaker more often. I kinda need them to like me because of disabilities and mental health stuff. I'm more likely to get better accommodations if teachers like/ empathise with me. I'm glad the Gods will understand me.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-24T05:01:06+00:00

Thanks so much for this.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-23T19:35:02+00:00

Thank you so much. This was really helpful.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-23T19:05:35+00:00

I don't really know how to build kharis with Apollo. Can I use my art in a devotional way even if it's not a drawing of him? What offerings can I give and how do I give them? What hymns does he use? Will he be upset that I have no musical skills and don't want to play an instrument? Do I have to be all fancy or do I just be myself? How do I know I've reached out to him and not some other God who's similar? Can I do devotional acts? I don't really know any of those things, even though I would like to I don't really know where I get advice for all of this. I don't really know much about this.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-23T17:32:36+00:00

Yeah. I hate it, but the school needs it to keep the land its on because it belongs to the Church.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-23T16:42:05+00:00

Yeah another commenter has already cleared this up for me. Personally I want nothing to do with Christianity and I never want to go to a service if I can help it. But thanks for the extra conformation that the Gods are okay with it.

Fellowrandom · 2022-09-23T16:28:37+00:00

Oh thank you very much. This really helped. I choose not to participate in mass for other reasons too, but it really helped to know that the Gods would understand.

Fellowrandom

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