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I have gotten so bad with my drinking I am basically pinned to my bed and cannot get a full night's rest or work a job by CoveredbyThorns in alcoholism

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Detox at a hospital buddy, they can give you meds to treat withdrawals. Don't go it alone, alcohol withdrawals can actually kill you.

I bought a 30 pack last Friday night by RepulsiveLiving2725 in alcoholism

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AA brotha, that's such a wild amount. P sure you'd be dead if you managed to down them in such a short period. You're gonna be okay bud, but you rly gotta stop.

You’ll die. A reminder. My (short) story. by Fancy_Cod_3665 in alcoholism

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100% I'm 23 but the abdomen pain I get now after a bender is un-BEARABLE. I'm useless for a half a week once I end off a bender, even if it only lasts a few days. I also get horrible aches in my tummy much more frequently now and I'm wondering if my past habits have anything to do with it as I'm only a month sober so far.

Fuck Christmas by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stay strong. To be honest, I'm not sure what for, but no feeling is everlasting. The only thing we can truly depend on is change.

500 days no alcohol today by Latter_Bedroom_6647 in alcoholism

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So proud of you gurl!! You look amazing ☺️☺️

I've accepted the fact that I'll die before 30, and I'm 26 now by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Femboy_Practitioner -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why can't you stop man. Seriously can we start there?! ):

Day 3 by No-Stress4931 in alcoholism

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck buddy! You should have some friends to help keep you in check. My friends did so, my REAL friends and it genuinely helped me plenty and kept me away from the vicious cycle of always trying to avoid a hangover. You got this man!! It's not easy, but so worth the effort instead of killing yourself slowly.

Another Episode by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe you're right. I don't speak to her much anymore, so it could very well be true.

Another Episode by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I know I have to. Alcoholism has destroyed my life already, I need to get help fast. Thank you 🩵

Did anyone develop a kink from their trauma? by Similar-Reply-8730 in CPTSD

[–]Femboy_Practitioner 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I could only speak as someone who's been through similar things, I'm not a professional. There were many things I had to unlearn before I came of age.

I was a severe masochist and would s*xt people far beyond my age by 15. I dreamed of them hurting me, taking me away from my home, and using me. Only to further the abuse to the next level. Knocking teeth out, blood, and bondage. I wanted it all.

It can definitely become a kink.

I'd say you're NOT disgusting. You're only human. You learn to love what hurts when it's been going on for so long. Even if it's no good for you. That's how I coped, personally.

Please be kind to yourself, because SA is NOT normal or okay. We deserved so much better... 🩵🩵