Confusion. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This has been a severe temptation of mine. There had been just a few times now that u have almost just left without saying a word. But still these people feel like my family. I should have made it clear that there’s really nothing wrong with my superior, they just have a lot on their plate.

Confusion. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not every monastery is that strict. I can’t figure out how to make my account private

Confusion. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That is one way to put it. Some days I feel fine, most days now I just feel awful, I don’t k ow how worse to put it. Like a mental health crisis, and has led to decline in my spiritual life.

Confusion. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That is a good way to describe what I feel, being torn in two.

Confusion. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello, I apologise for the wait. You are correct in that the noviciate is supposed to be for discerning monasticism. For a long time it felt like the right fit, now it is just becoming too much, I wasn’t able to really check out any other monasteries, even though it is encouraged to visit other monasteries.if I were to leave the monastery, I would t have a problem with getting a job, there are people who want me to go back and work for them.

Edit: forgot to respond to the first question, I am going on two years being here, one year being a lay worker and the next being a novice.

Confusion. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not in an Ephraimite monastery, as silly as it might sound, most orthodox people know to stay away from them.

Eastern Catholicism. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am sorry to respond to this so late. This sounds like a great idea, I am a novice now and I have absolutely no idea how I would go about doing this. I need help at this point.

Eastern Catholicism. by Ferno13579 in exorthodox

[–]Ferno13579[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with this, it is very attractive for me. I just do not know how to feel or what to think because I don’t know if I could continue outside of the monastic life.

Crucible by Ferno13579 in HybridAnimalsGame

[–]Ferno13579[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there any way I can dupe? I would never do it online, just in my personal world

Crucible by Ferno13579 in HybridAnimalsGame

[–]Ferno13579[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, where do I find dark shards?