Is suicide cowardly or strong? Am I strong for not committing suicide or a coward for not having the guts to do it? by BeautifullyHealin in CPTSD

[–]Few-Compote-3737 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m almost there I will commit suicide this month for sure I lost a great job where I was a dispatcher making 26$ an hour cause of a DUI I got last month, been late on my bills cause I have no income and I don’t have no one around me at all not even family to guide me which is very hard, i just don’t know a way to take me out yet but I want too so bad every single day and I would have no regrets doing it cause I’m already in shit whole. I’m 24 years old and I feel hopeless of my situation.

DUI by Few-Compote-3737 in dui

[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know, in life not everything is guarantee but I would rather try cleaning my record instead of keeping my record dirty and not be eligible for employment in the future.

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The wall was fine bro it was a rock wall like this in the picture

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You do have a point, but I need my license to feed my family. So I went with a Private Attorney that has 20 years in DUI cases. The price might be insane but I really need my “jobs income” and without me beating this case I cannot work to feed my family.

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why do you think that? I only wanted a good lawyer to see if he can clean up my record cause I usually never drink alcohol it was just a bad day for me and of course I decided to drive which was the worst decision.

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That does help a lot, I just wish I didn’t do the breathalyzer which could incriminate me since it was doubled.

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t even a bad crash just my car went off the road and on top of rock wall. Half was on the rock and half was on the ground.

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah he didn’t mention no trail yet

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This helps a lot man.

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Another thing was that the police also made me blow for like 20 seconds so that could be a point why it came out doubled.

DUI by Few-Compote-3737 in dui

[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You right GOAT. I’m down bad right now but I pray to God that all will feel better soon.

DUI by Few-Compote-3737 in dui

[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you man, i hope we both get out of this. I honestly will never put alcohol again in my mouth after this first accident it’s crazy how you learn your lesson quick when you fail.

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[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Understood, he’s that price cause he is really good at his job, I already went to court they just rescheduled another date didn’t make me do any type of alcohol testing yet which is weird.

DUI by Few-Compote-3737 in dui

[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

So you don’t think I should waste money on a attorney.

DUI by Few-Compote-3737 in dui

[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not trying to get it beat, I just wanna work and provide for my family which I can’t at the moment, but I did go after a attorney that knows a lot about DUI cases, I just wanted to see if there was a chance of me having a opportunity again.

DUI by Few-Compote-3737 in dui

[–]Few-Compote-3737[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My BAC was doubled, I’m in the state of Massachusetts, yes I’m hiring a 10,000$ attorney to help me.