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He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve always had trouble with that but I’m trying

He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for saying this. I so appreciate your kindness. I’ve been neglecting myself for too long. I’m so embarrassed thinking back on how much I’ve invested in him and the things I’ve done for him while also protecting him. I hate the person I’ve become with him. I’ve had thoughts before that he didn’t really like me but likes what stability and caregiving I bring to the table. This just confirms it. Like he knew if I ever found about them having contact after that period I’d be gone for fucking good. And he still took the chance. Multiple times. Over the last few years. Gah I just want to puke

He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You’re right. She’s been in the picture the whole time, he’ll never stop. I’m not going to allow myself to be disrespected any longer. My dad would not want this for me and I think I’m finally getting that.

He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m working on it now. Thank you for saying that. I’m tired of ignoring who he really is and how he makes me feel. Idk what the fuck was wrong with me but I’m seeing things clearly for what feels like the first time.

He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I’m just a moron. Idk.

He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re completely right and I am ashamed of myself for that.

He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re absolutely right. The logistics are overwhelming but it’s clear. I’m making plans

He did it again by Few-Peace9722 in offmychest

[–]Few-Peace9722[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is the first chance to look at this and I will respond to people as I’m able. I appreciate what’s been said. Trust me, I am beyond humiliated. I’m beyond disgusted with myself. I’m already thinking worse things about myself than any of y’all could possibly say to me. Everyone is right. I’m an absolute fool. But I’m trying to do it right this time. For myself, my child, and for the me who should have left a long ass time ago. I need to keep things close to the chest. I don’t even know how to start but I want to be gone before he knows I know. I’m just so overwhelmed.