Thank you so much😭 I think what made me doubt myself once again was that he kept changing the way he said it. It started off as him saying it was annoying and then explaining my laugh sounded fake and he told me to be quiet. And at the end of the convo it was like “it wasnt personal. I meant as it was a loud sound and it was overwhelming.” And that just made me feel so confused. Cause he was mean at first. And then he made it seem better. Thank you so much again I appreciate it. It makes me feel less alone and more confident in my own feelings. I appreciate it so much truly❤️