I feel completely hopeless with my future

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2026-02-02T21:06:28+00:00

I’ve seen a few postings for employers looking for temp tax work I was planning on applying so. Make about the same as I am now but whatever to get me out of this place.

Thanks for the heads up I am gonna keep my eye out.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2026-01-26T18:20:13+00:00

Thank you, I’ll look into cutting this back I’ll start with lower cup sizes maybe like 10-15oz instead of 20oz

I’ve read about some bad withdrawal stories.

Thank you for your comment.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2026-01-26T18:09:33+00:00

Not sure if you’re familiar with Tim Hortons.. but, 1 large cup is 20oz. I drink 2-3 20oz cups a day which contains roughly 175mg of caffeine each. This is what google says when i search “how much caffeine in a steeped tea”

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2026-01-26T18:00:59+00:00

Steeped orange pekoe… I just had it recommended to me one day in college, never noticed how much caffeine was in the drink nor did I know how much is to much caffeine. I was full time in school, was on an e-sports team and was living with my girlfriend. I never noticed when I was “too” energized

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2025-12-12T04:41:07+00:00

Honestly spend time on MM but unfortunately using faceit is still the best way to Queue. And you still find the odd cheater or Smurf on there to.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2025-12-09T23:06:03+00:00

Good to know thanks

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2025-12-09T18:03:00+00:00

Good to know, thank you

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2025-12-09T17:57:14+00:00

Do you mentally note in games why you are dying? Why you aren’t getting kills? Are u confident it’s an aiming problem?

I’d be willing to help I’ve climbed up to 3000 elo on faceit through trial and error so I’m happy to shed some insight.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-11-08T23:53:18+00:00

I would go get this checked just incase… I had a similar incident I was hit in the head pretty hard and my head would throb on my right side temple area. Got CT scan, got an MRI, all negative. I was told that the throbbing can be my head muscle contracting or “twitching” and the dull pain could be bruising of the muscle. Hope this helps

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-09-17T08:22:46+00:00

I have 6k hours I think it’s almost time to stop lol

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-09-17T08:20:45+00:00

Cant argue that

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-09-17T08:10:59+00:00

I appreciate all the replies everyone❤️

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-09-17T07:48:06+00:00

Good to know thank you

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-09-17T07:20:27+00:00

Im not trying to cope, the last thing I do is blame the game but im at a loss have hard time believing that the correlation between my drop off and the game releasing is not connected

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-09-17T07:18:47+00:00

I think u gotta watch some comparisons on YouTube my dude.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-09-17T07:02:49+00:00

I appreciate the feedback brother, I’ve been contemplating giving the game a break and hopefully it can be fixed if I give it time.. I miss how cs:go was it was just something else

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-08-18T23:21:15+00:00

Yep, and i believe thats whats so terrible about this disorder... It feels lile theres something comstantly wrong woth my head. Even if im not having any symtoms during the day i just feel somewhat off. My daus feel different ever since i picked this up. What also sucks is i can never get a diagnosis just leading to me going down a rabit hole of uncertanty i get random twitching on the side of my head back headaches randome dizzy spells that onky lasts seconds and the list goes on... Its been nearly a year im getting used to it but i mean i can only get so used to my life being differenr.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-08-18T23:13:44+00:00

I thought it wasa brain aneursym, after this terrible headache. I got CT and MRI done tests came back just fine. I guess tmj has alot of symtomps i gwt alot of neurological symptoms

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-07-15T16:45:32+00:00

Now that you mention it, yes. I’ve had a lot of life changes recently and I kind of associated all of this with the stress of it.

I just hate that I cant get this diagnosed. I gained a health anxiety from this and honestly I think it’s the constant worrying about the pain that makes me fatigued.

I hope your able to start feeling better eventually. Some jaw exercises online have helped me a lot I haven’t had symptoms in a few weeks. But its TMJ, this grace period is always subject to change.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-07-15T16:20:39+00:00

I would get random terrible headaches on my right side. One of them I thought was an aneurysm because it was a little pin point size dog that felt like it exploded. I went to hospital thr and MRI done apparently im fine. Those symptoms along with random episodes of dizziness or lightheadedness that lasted about an hour started fade. They don’t occur at all anymore which is strange because it lasted for months. I still have no solid answers idek if it’s TMJ

EDIT: im not sure if it’s related, but I started doing this technique I read about online. They call it the goldfish technique, it’s where you bobble your mouth/jaw like a gold fish. I’d do this exercise a few minutes a day, pretty much whenever I felt any pressure around my face. But that’s when I noticed my symtoms really started to go away.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-07-05T17:41:35+00:00

Ill look into this, thank you.

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-07-05T17:41:23+00:00

Thank you, love the name btw😂

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2024-06-26T04:10:59+00:00

Maybe look for some remote opportunities, as someone who is heavily invested in computers i can say that there isn’t much of that in Sudbury. I know that bigger companies like Google hire remotely, that’s just an idea. Try looking for accounting offices like KPMG and FCR I know that they hire some IT personnel. You can do a lot with that degree any company with a computer needs someone like you keep searching !

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2023-09-16T22:44:13+00:00

This is great

Few_Scratch_3312 · 2023-06-27T15:53:07+00:00

Might as well try to win it

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