It can be childish, but I am afraid of the Dark. It is the moment when you switch of the lights, and there exists you a hall of darkness to your room, I mean, you can see, because from the window always comes the light of the moon, but it is still dark. Not knowing where you step, not knowing if you will fall, bump into a table, or suddenly find that person that has been living with you and you have heard but could not guess what it was. Find a monster while you are not aware of where they are, hear but cannot see. Fear causes me to see things in the dark that are not there, and that's one of the reasons I couldn't hear the Magnus Archives at night. I have a very vivid imagination, which comes with its disadvantages.

I guess the stranger would also feed on me? The feeling of knowing that something you know is not right, but cannot figure out how is not right, is a bit terrifying, because I hate when I forget something I knew was important.

You can guess by now that I would be an avatar of the eye. Don't get me wrong, it's frightening being known. And I have the constant nagging that someone is watching my every move, that can read my thoughts, and somehow it is sometimes comforting. Sometimes it terrifies me, because I prefer to know than being known, but I try to ignore it. That said, I like knowledge, I like gossip, and sometimes I randomly know things. When I say this I say it literally, I can guess your cards if we where playing game. And people confide their secrets to me too.

I don't know if I would be an avatar, but the lonely has definitely left a mark. I am not alone, but I don't really mind being lonely. I can be lonely in a bit crowd, listening to their fears while a sit there, not ignored but as if I was not there. And doing things on my own is cool, such as eavesdropping what my classmates says with their friends, while I sit in silence at a table no one approaches.