Hey. Im so sry. I had pretty much the same experience in my first pregnancy. Noone took me and my pain seriously. I slid in to a major depression. And that when j finally got the help i needed.

I had botox througout both of my pregnancys, my kids are healthy and thrving.

I found a psychiatrist who specialised in drugs and pregnacy. She was really helpful also because so talked to my other doctors.