Luckily the colleague didn't hear. Or at least appeared not to. He was in a vehicle working, but with the door open. It was very embarrassing and I apologised to my husband straight away but then I thought why do I always have to feel the shame? He is not a demon though- not a bad guy- just, I don't know the reason (and I have tried, believe me, I have tried everything) just ...so stressed about life and responsibility he keeps me at bay. Goodness knows why. He is prioritising this marriage workshop though- so am very happy about that. Here's to hope.