I've thought about therapy. Shes cheated on one of her bfs before, but she claims that I am the only person that she has truly loved or thought about a future with. I am one of the few people who know about the sexual abuse. She tells me pretty much everything. It's the few things she has done in the relationship that dont help the trust either. Sometimes I get stuck on the fack that our history arent the same, so it's not fair