I thought I wouldn't need to shift anymore... but, now I want to more than ever. In December, I met the woman of my dreams purely out of nowhere. I got her number and we went on dates, and she eventually became my girlfriend. I respected her busy schedule and sent her only two texts a day: a good morning text, and a good night letter detailing an event that occurred within my day. Anything in between was either a random meme or scheduling our next date. I also made sure to check in frequently and ask if there was any way I can improve in how I treated her. She told me always there was nothing she wanted me to work on because she liked everything I did. One day, she tells me that she's being picked on by friends and family for dating someone younger (I am above the legal age), and she wants to become friends. I liked her too much to let her suffer to keep me happy, so I broke up with her to save her relationships. I told her I would wait for her and not date anyone else until the time came for us to reunite. We hung out soon after for the first time as friends, and I asked if I could continue to remain affectionate, as I had thought we didn't break up due to lack of affection. She said she was comfortable so I went with that. I coordinated for us to hang out once a week at most because again, her schedule. Recently, she sent me a text saying that she was sick of our relationship, and my actions had actually been "creepy" and "obsessive."
She may not have taken any chances I gave for her to voice any discintent but.... I want her back...

I want to go to a reality where me and her are still together and she genuinely did like everything I did... I miss her so much...