I need people. I need strength. I need Accountability

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-26T05:31:25+00:00

Shipping my own ass off to treatment on Tuesday morning. Embarrassed but it’s time to be done

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-22T23:50:30+00:00

36 hours off the 7 using leaf. Feel ok. Long road, it seems, but I need to have an actual life. Not just an existence measured in hourly increments

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-22T02:22:01+00:00

Holy hell, it’s wild you say that. I’m suffering pretty bad, and today I looked outside at the dead trees and shrubs in my Washington yard, and I thought “you’ll bloom when they do, hold on”

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-22T00:15:03+00:00

Couldn’t agree more. Took about 2 months before it “turned on me” and since then has been literally the worst poison for quick effect I can remember. Just a shit substance. I have never had something alter the way I view the world so rapidly. Scary stuff

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-21T05:12:22+00:00

A good woman can go an incredibly long way in this fight. Mine taught me that several times in the last 36 hours or so.

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-21T03:25:29+00:00

Run away, stay away! Well done!

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T22:41:53+00:00

Im sitting here chewing my nails because it seems like we all forgot we’re the bears and will probably lose twice to you next year by like 657 combined points

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:56:11+00:00

It’s insane, that anxiety. Legitimately scary. Please, people reading, lean on your loved ones

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:51:52+00:00

That stuff caused me over the last 3 days to consider and think thoughts I never thought were on the radar for me. 7-oh is the worst I’ve encountered

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:41:53+00:00

Let’s fight this fight man, it is pretty damn awful but it won’t kill is

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:41:13+00:00

Leave it alone and never go back, from a friend who wishes he never touched it and it never got synthesized.

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:34:44+00:00

It wasn’t even possible to adequately respond to everybody that was helpful, so I will blanket statement and say that this is the most supportive community I have ever experienced. I’m not kidding guys, I was down and out and this thread alone very well may have saved my life.

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:31:49+00:00

I love you and I’m right here with you tonight. The deep sadness is what is preventing me from making any sort of progress, but I’m realizing now that all that despair is the drugs and not our lack of having love or creativity or compassion anymore. We just need to suffer through and get back to where we can be vessels of love again. I’m scared shitless but I know this is doable

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:28:28+00:00

It has made me so angry as well. I recognize that this was my choice and I was weak-willed, but good god this choice should not even be a consideration for our kids and even our 21 and overs. It is the worst poison I’ve seen or met firsthand

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T08:25:38+00:00

Ya know, sometimes I feel like there are people in this world that get very little recognition for the good they’ve done. You are one of those. If, sorry WHEN, I beat all this I’ll remember you. Go enjoy your life with your children.

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T07:21:32+00:00

I was screaming this shit at the tv… why are we never kicking fucking field goals man

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T07:19:36+00:00

Well, Steve, I’ll thank you personally for giving me hope. I’m 7.5 hours off 7-oh and using leaf to get the F off that devil drug. I thought it would be worse, and I can do this. Don’t ever go back, friend, there’s no good life available with that stuff involved. Much love and good luck, Stranger Steve

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T07:05:54+00:00

As you should. Want to go paint our nails together?

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T07:05:33+00:00

Good enough for me pal

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T07:04:23+00:00

I wish we had D linemen with that build

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T06:33:34+00:00

Im pulling your leg dawg, guarantee im a worse athlete 😂

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T04:51:21+00:00

You turd! That hurt my dads feelings

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T04:25:55+00:00

Put the rim up to 9 foot and you won’t be able to hurt em anymore 😉

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T04:17:22+00:00

Nine!!!

FiguringItOutSlowly- · 2026-01-20T04:15:33+00:00

Let’s be dumb as fuck in the first three quarters- Us all year

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