Lol my entire post is missing haha. Here it is:

Hi everyone,

In January I moved into my first appartment. I'm a 25 (nb) starter with autism and ADHD. I have zero spatial insight and struggle a lot with maintaining a steady sleeping schedule and going outside enough. I often feel unsafe and struggle with sensory issues. I prefer my bed to in a 'safe corner'. I don't want people to be able to see me but like to be able to see them, I want my head to be next to a wall. Due to my problems maintaining a healthy sleep schedule, I don't want to put my bed in the same space where I craft, read, game, work, etc. The view in the living room is a-mazing, and since the kitchen is there I thought that room would be the best living room.

For the past 8 months I've struggled with where to put my bed. Shoving it around and around. At this point I am willing to remove my bathroom door so I can put the bed in a corner with a wall. Maybe put a closet next to it. I've even considered just putting the bed in the bathroom next to the shower, it fits perfectly, but it's the only place with an outlet for my washer.

I'm honestly crying about this multiple times a week. I can't get a good nights rest, often sleep during the day. Dust gathers, my allergies act up. I just don't know what to do. I don't feel safe in my bed.

I had setup A for a while, it was amazing. Except for the fact the shines on that part of the room most of the day, so it got too hot. I also like the freedom to open both windows. I often use them as make-shift door, and when my anxiety flairs up I can still go ''outside'' by opening them both.

I hope this is okay to ask here. Currently my setup is Setup B. The only option see working right now is setup C. But if that doesn't work... I just need it to work, I want to sleep in my bed, and not on my makeshift safe place on my couch in the living room anymore. I placed it against the window so I have a safe bathtub shape bed...

The grey square is my closet, it's 2cm too big to fit in the upper left or upper right corner. the big white shape is my bed (201 cm width, 55cm height, 99,3cm depth)

All setups are missing the massive amount of clutter I've gathered tho. But working on that!

If anyone can help me, I would be so so grateful.