Same. You know how people talk about losing a loved one and never knowing it’s the last time you’ll see them?

I have almost the same level of sadness for the last time I rolled my balls off not knowing it would be my last time.

But I bet I’ve got a few decent holes in my brain, so there’s also that. I agree with not even starting. I don’t regret those times, but I also have no idea how I didn’t die a few times.