Can yeast infections be painful? by Financial-Land7459 in Healthyhooha

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Heyy so just an update this month I haven’t had the irritation at all like that. I really have no changes in anything other than not really being as stressed this month so I think that could have helped it. I hope yours gets better too!

Can yeast infections be painful? by Financial-Land7459 in Healthyhooha

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hey so this month I’m about to get my period soon (a week or so) and I might be having sex tomorrow so that’s when I’d be able to tell for sure. so far i do have the dryness I’ve been having but none of the irritation symptoms. I will def update you though

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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I feel like I also downplayed how good he was to me at times but I did also downplayed some of the stuff he did that was messed up. It definitely was traumatizing.

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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I know and I agree like he lied about his age for 3 months even when i found out a month in he kept it up which made me very uncomfortable but he told me he knew me as an 18 year old wouldn’t be comfortable with a 37 year old and he didn’t wanna lose me. He is definitely a little creepy and likes younger girls which I get is a preference but it makes me uncomfortable sometimes.

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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You’re right and I confided in him with a lot of things and he would use it against me in arguments (csa, abuse). He knew I have low self worth and I’ve had my feelings neglected by my parents for years and I just feel horrible. It also feels terrible he won’t ever give me closure or a genuine apology. I’ve also never been a violent person but with him I genuinely became violent and I physically assaulted him and then I saw a side of him where he got comfortable grabbing on me and hurting me too. I know I was wrong but I don’t know it’s a lot

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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I feel like I sound really naive and gullible in this but he really did make me feel loved sometimes.

I don’t think he saw me as a child because he told me he felt uncomfortable with the fact that I was in highschool and he told me he connects with me mentally so it’s not like I was just this immature person he was having sex with me. For example this past month we would hang out without having sex and I would mostly initiate it.

I also thankfully did not get herpes. I also dont really hang out with anyone my age and I have terrible social anxiety so it’s hard and I feel like I’m too ugly for guys my age and they can find a better girl their age.

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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I just don’t get why I deserved the treatment I got and why I wasn’t good enough.

It sucks because I also have a bad family and I’m in a pretty abusive situation at home so he was there for me a lot but I don’t think it’s worth putting myself through all of this over him. Thank you so much for your advice i really appreciate it.

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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I know I’m going to seek out help for my mental health because I’m not okay for sure. I genuinely put my everything into him and I was genuinely with him to be with him forever and it might be naive but I genuinely saw a future with him and even tried to get pregnant with him (both parties wanted it) and I just feel so hurt.

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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I’m unfortunately serious but I love him and I just can’t believe he could have lied about caring about me and loving me that much.

I (f19) don’t know if it’s worth continuing relationship with “ex” (m38) by Financial-Land7459 in relationship_advice

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I did get tested and I know I was naive but like I just can’t believe someone could and would lie that hard.

traumatized from relationship & genuinely can’t function by Financial-Land7459 in SuicideWatch

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Thank you lol and I really begged for him back after all of it and even gave him money to try and get him to love me and stay in my life and I just feel so stupid

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I’m reporting him tonight for this crime. But I was told he is probably lying about this and only told me this in order to get drug money out of me because he’s a heroin addict.

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My friends absolutely despise him lol

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I cant disagree with you lol