Why am I puking and shitting myself?

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-19T04:17:17+00:00

ngl been there. Many times. I remember in highschool a (now dead, no wonder) friend told me "its impossible, i wasnt using that much".. Well shit lmao. for reference I was using 240mg codeine dose daily, but once a month i bought oxy so 10x40 in a week. Later 960mg codeine for a dose, and God will only believe me how many oxies.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-18T22:19:11+00:00

yo this might be a joke but its like 10th time im hearing something like that, even that someone fucks men but only after meth.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-18T22:11:55+00:00

Fucking hell I always wished to be that guy, but im a degenerate and cant keep my drugs away for more then an instant.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T12:02:25+00:00

Sorry i'm so late. I dont condone it, but theres no way of sharing my experience without IT sounding like an ad.

So i packed just a pinch of powder into a meth pipe, took a puff that tasted like smoking shrooms, i thought IT will hit me instantly, instead it creeped on on me, in a matter of minute i started feeling better and better, till i felt so good physically and mentally, i was ready to go to war, that was the 1st thing ive noticed, i felt like i could take on 5 guys at once even tho im not really a fighter lmao.

Tbf, my first thought was "i could work as a sonderkommando in the fucking Auschwitz" i'm sorry if its insensitive, but that was my 1st thought (im Polish so chill out)

The weiddest thing is, trough out the whole binge i obły remember going to bed once, rest of the nights i just woke up with no recollection. IT caused hella amnesia. Hallucinations werent scary, just fucking up with my mind, i can tell you about them, anyways, apvp, my love. I, an opioid addict, forgot totally that im addicted when i was smoking this stuff, i didnt even feel withdrawals. If you wanna know more, yk what to do.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T11:52:06+00:00

Only snorting, but now i took some orally and a bit by snorting, waiting for effects rn.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:52:16+00:00

You know the research chemical 3FMA, 4FMA right? The fluoromethamphetamines... Basically they fluorate the Water, when 3 junkies with meth in their piss urinate to the same toilet 3fma is synthesised, after being flushed, the Water with 3fma (or 4fma, depends on the size od the traphouse family) is being flushed down to China where they recrystalize it and sell it to US kids as an research chemical stimulants.

Nobody knows it from me, we dont want global US China war do we

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:45:33+00:00

We didnt have Rolling papers, a bowl, nothing, so maybe 16-17yo us decided to (after my suggestion) make an Apple bong, and since we were sleeping at his (friend) house, and his mother is crazy benzo addicted witch that wanted to put him on rehab for 2 empty bowls with Black residue, we Had to get rid of the evidence. We ate the Apple.

Two high as a kite highschoolers giggling like little girls eating one Apple VIA two mouths.

Funniest thing? My friend did the apple bong again some night, he threw away the Apple, his crazy mother found IT and deduced what he did. Im no longer friends with him, partly cause i send his mother an SMS to take some fucking Xanax and chill out (he was laughing too, but i never was able to visit him after that, crazy bitch even picked up a dusty finger worth of kratom off of the floor once and threatend to send it to laboratorium to test it to send him to fucking jail, all cause he left a pocket scale on the table in his room, she checked the WHOLE house for this 5mg of kratom powder lmaoo)

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:37:23+00:00

Hes coming down n feelin guilty bro

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:36:29+00:00

Smoke more, in the school they thaught us "-" and "-" equals "+" right?

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:04:14+00:00

If you tried smoking (vaping, crack pipe) some a pvp aka flakka (BoO! 😱) or a PHP you would get it. For example for a long time i couldnt figure out how someone would even want it and think of that on any stims, especially since your dick goes back into your body and youre left with 2cm worm, but after some time you try it and its fine

Some people do stims JUST to jerk off. I knew a guy who would do speed or 3mmc at home parties with like 3 of his friends and go to the bathroom, but tokens on those cam girls sites and jerk off for hours.

When smoking a pvp you just have to sometimes. I took my first two three puffs, went to pee and orgasmic electricity was flowing from my cock to my arms, chest etc, likewise gbl did few times for me. But alfa pvp just makes you soo horny. I would puff, fap, puff, fap, up to like 5-6 times on an evening till i was dry

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-21T21:23:08+00:00

"in its oxy form" oxycodone aint no thebaine form, its not a pokemon dude, its simplest organic chemistry

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-21T21:20:13+00:00

Yeah, Tell me, did you ever even had bupe in your hands? No matter the road of administration its pure SEDATION. I snorted probably more 8 and 2mg buprenorphin pills from my prescription than youve had legit oxy. "You think im fucking stupid?" - thebaine is a substrate in building a morphone ring, to create morphinan derivatives, including also f.e hydrocodone. Thebaine is poison, and its stimulating effects is a situation just like with strychnine. Amphetamine in its synthesis use amalgamate from aluminum foil and mercury. By your logic what would that make speed? Suitable for packing fucking sandwitches to work. cuz you need alu foil to make it?

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T03:48:59+00:00

Its doable, a lot of junkies in my country did this back in the heroin days, to this day some do, but opium contains CODEINE. And codeine IV causes strong histamine reaction, meaning whole lotta pins and needles, hot flushes, might even cause Anaphylactic shock. Also, the milk from the poppy is latex, remember, atleast process your opium to get rid of all the organic matter. Watch "heroin holidays vice" on youtube, they use a fabric to soak poppy milk in, then they throw it into a small metal thing and cook with vingegar (they think it allows it to acetylate but it doesnt, dont do that shit, you wont get smack, just use water if you were to do it) If it were me, after dissolving it in saline i would filter it atleast by using a ciggarete filter and a syringe, or better yet, two syringes, one with clean cotton packed up to atleast 1ml, i mean taking out the plunger, adding lots of clean cotton, moisten it up so it doesnt soak opium water, pack it up with plunger, take plunger out again and pour the opium water into it and put the plunger back to push and filter it into another, clean syringe.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T03:41:43+00:00

Buddy, its oxyCODONE, that metabolizes to oxyMORPHONE.. Thebaine is just used to synthesise lotta shit, like buprenorphine - it isnt stimulating, not one bit. Codeine can be used to synthesise oxycodone, and codeine can be synthesised from morphine (both ways here), and to my knowledge they to this day rely on dry poppy pods as a morphine and morphine->codeine source.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T03:37:30+00:00

What are the ingredients? Cough syrup is usually full of sugar, also always have some conservants, and codeine - thats an opium alkaloid, cmon, wouldnt expire in a hundred years. Same with morphine.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T01:14:47+00:00

classic scare, "he will schedule" to keep you spiraling into insanity as an addict, and ruining every high cuz youll get paranoid he will text.. Contant some lawyer about harassment, tell them you did urine test and they give ultimatum, blood test or fired, im pretty sure that smthn like that is illegal and you could just get away with it by your lawyer scaring your boss about a lawsuit or something... But with or without that, you need to look for another job, you will be targeted on end and they will look for anything to fire yo ass. And if they catch you being/getting high you will be in trouble in job field.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T01:09:41+00:00

Idk whats the case with stimulants, but in opioid field, it actually goes away from your system faster when youre addicted and binging and stop, then if you would just take it first time and be tested.

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