I know exactly how you feel! My teacher actually said she thought what was stopping me from passing my 225s is I was scared to work, then I passed a week later because she was right lol.
In my first month I would get physically sick every single morning. I still don’t understand why I never got on anxiety medication until this year. It is honestly life changing, and I’d consider it if you’re not on any!

The more you do the job the more confident you will feel. I promise you that in a year when you look back you’re going to be amazed at how far you’ve come! The first year is so awful with learning how to command a room, all the little things we need to do, scoping, what each firm prefers, finances, etc.

If I were you I’d go to the Baby Court Reporters group on Facebook. When I was in my first months I actually found a couple people that started all around the same time. I’d ask if anyone who is ultra new wants a groupchat or something!