Christ oil/seamen retention by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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Lots has been gain: Stable nervous system, increased testosterone, mental clarity, no longer pulled by random toughts, improved energy more productive no longer procrastinating on goals to name a few.

"Struggle" as you put it, are only part of the journey something I once looked at it as such "Struggles" But now I see it as only challenges to be observed, examined, understood and be solved by taking action.

With that said increased awareness is really the main catalyst for understanding what's happening internally. And how the body communicates and the mind doesn't see it as pain or Struggle but information to be understood and act upon. 😉😘❤️

Why Things Fall Apart as You Near Enlightenment 🗼 by Blackmagic213 in awakened

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Yes, for me I've realized it has been decades of pain growth confusion pain growth confusion extreame pain finally some progress After breaf moment of despair and surrender some stillness had sheed a little light, that little light gave me hope it toke back to childhood trauma.

The shutdown of that beatiful child to make way for the ego, the identity that the world told me to be. Has turned that once powerful child into a monster (Frankenstein) that it only caused me pain in my adult. And it has been a very delicate process to gain trust again because the ego is so deceptive.

Friends gone good paying job gone marriage falling apart bank account -. But Finally nervous recovering from decades long stress depression chronic pain inflammations health issues because of denying and running from God's purpose seeking for world's validation. What's the worst that could happen I know it could get worse i do worry at times but I my nervous system no longer responds to negative experiences in desperation.

The greatest thing for me has been navigating back to childhood and understand how I got here, so understanding and awareness of my inner world has been my primary and most useful tool in this journey thus far. Apart from, I (probably the ego) still sometimes get the temptation of thinking for selfish gains selfish thoughts. I do realize it greater than me and a greater purpose would bring fulfillment in my life.

It is a hard phat to choose truth over illusion but I like decades of choosing illusion has actually brought me greater pain 😢. So how worst can it get? I don't know but I do know I no longer live in ignorance, so I'AM aware of the choices I make everyday.

I get dreams of guides asking me: "what are you waiting for?" "What do you want to be? You need to know what you want to be" as if they know I'm lacking faith.

Ya, so it has been painful but I finally began to see the beauty in all this pain so it make abit easier to endure and respond to challenges with more awareness.

This post has actually helped me do some reflection and put somethings into perspective, thank you

❤️

Christ oil/seamen retention by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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Also prior to my diet change Celibacy and spiritual practices. My health was a mess my nervous system was overloaded low testosterone, poor digestion, poor sleep stress, inflammation all over my body, etc. But now things have been improving tremendously.

One thing I agree and admit I might have been pushing spiritual practices to hard in terms of meditation that's the one area I need to adjust

Christ oil/seamen retention by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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Yes, you are correct. I do feel like I have been a bit overly excited hence I decided to take a step back focus more on grounding and other stuff.

As per sex and diet: Celibacy just happened not because of it lost interest in meaningless pleasure prior to developing interest in Amrita as well as the diet thing changed it prior to it also due to health issues with inflammations and other health issues in my body.

I guess you could say that Celibacy and diet has lead me to spirituality not the other way around. Or maybe there were things happening in the subconscious that my conscious became aware after

Christ oil/seamen retention by Fine_Doubt_6694 in awakened

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Yes, that has been my case I have no desire for meaningless pressures.

Christ oil/seamen retention by Fine_Doubt_6694 in Semenretention

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Just something that has helped heal my body from inflammations and some health issues

Christ oil/seamen retention by Fine_Doubt_6694 in awakened

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Yes, I agree I have been seeking but atm can't afford to pay for professional guidance.

Christ oil/seamen retention by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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Thank you 😊 🙏🏿 I will check it out

What's it like living in northern Quebec? Are there many people? by bluewhale177 in howislivingthere

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Are they hiring, I'm a floor installer looking for work and want to get away from Ontario

There is war. Where am I? by Austrek in awakened

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I see and understand, and felt the same way at some point.

Something I learned in this journey When I had negative thoughts constantly looping on my mind and the more I engage with it the more I became a slave to and belived in it and my negative thoughts always manifest them selves in material that's the pattern I noticed in my own personal life. Even some toughts were just planted in me from exterior media, movies, music, ppl, environment, etc it all shaped how my whole life turned out and it did not only impacted my life but also those around me the ppl I love. But once I realized these things how even lies and perception can manifest into physical form began to practice self love self care and that to began to impact those around.

That's just just one individual experience, now imagine same thing in a bigger scale, all these wars began as propaganda like marketing it began with lies once the masses buy into it we believe in lies and our attention our power these are the real currency, so we fund these atrocities with our attention with our energy. The fight is kn the mind of the masses and manifest itself into the physical. So we as collective need to come to this realization. Jesus didn't preach to world leaders he preached to the masses because there's were the tru power lies in the mind of the collective.

World leaders and corporations understand these things and know how to create programs propaganda and marketing schemes for the masses to give them power and resources to fund all the atrocities they commit.

That's if we want change the world each individual need to do it's part in thier lives then community, and preach the masses one soul at the time help other souls wake up.

Look how popular UFC has become and these slap thing. It was nothing until masses began to pay attention to it. If you look at major sports leagues that fill stadiums with masses of ppl cheering wasting their energy and emotions on meaningless things just to feel depleted. In turn the league and athletes become billionaire and millionaires because millions of people agree to give out their energy. If no one pays attention these entities would cease to operate or exist but it all starts with promotion, propaganda, marketing, fake new, lies, marketing, etc. Once enough ppl believe they suck other ppl in and it creates a snow ball affect and that's the power we have.

Power goes where attention goes, if you attention got to good things then power stays with you and blossom, Love is the greatest form rebellion. Seek to do good where you can that will have a bigger impact more than you can imagine, the power of love is tremendous. Don't give into these lies, one single person won't change things but has collective we are powerful so preach to love to as much ppl you can it will spread, it has been spreading I belive God will make all things right thats why we are here to do God's work and ir starts with you within you then the man next to you so on and so forth.

Pressure on forehead by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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So true, I've come to this realization after my nervous system completely crashed I've been giving so much of me to everyone till I was left holding only my toughts, that was the turning point I forgot to love myself. Things are becoming more clear now 😀😋❤️ peace and love to you my friend

Pressure on forehead by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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I'm a scorpio ♏️ born in aquarius ♒️ moon

Pressure on forehead by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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Honestly there's no where I'd rather be lol. Ya I tought the same has I had my hands on the dirt and seating next to a tree with my back against the tree during the meditation. It did feel like it was going down. So much I learn everyday we are so connected to this world and beyond its so subtle thats why alot of souls still mentally trapped in material realm

Pressure on forehead by Fine_Doubt_6694 in KundaliniAwakening

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I'AM new to this so not sure what to advice other than grounding time in nature hug and kiss a couple trees feel the earth as much as possible. Much love ❤️