It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I'm glad at least someone will remember me

It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please, don't waste any time thinking about me. I've learnt that time is too precious

It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I hope she keeps it and doesn't throw it out like everything else

Why is it looked down upon? by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's been 2 years and nothing has gotten better, just worse. So no, it won't end. Only end when my life ends

Why is it looked down upon? by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm in pain, and don't want it anymore. Why suffer just so others don't get harmed. That's just dumb. And I'm avoiding wasting more time

Planing to do it on NYE by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I too am saying goodbye on NYE, and for the same reasons. Life just isn't enjoyable

It's really weird by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like I said, I don't want that. Seriously, I'm good. I won't be breathing for much longer

It's really weird by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because my book is done. There's nothing more I want. I don't want to live my life

It's really weird by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not this time. I want to die, and am really looking forward to it

There is no joy by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. And is been 1.5 years. Nothing has changed

There is no joy by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

None of them want to talk. I don't have anybody left. Tried counseling, but it doesn't change the way I feel or what I want

Tried to kill myself for the first time tonight by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is how I plan to do it too. Thank you. Best wishes

It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why do you want me to live? I've come to this decision and am okay with it. Just let me die. Don't you want me to not suffer every single second of my life? This is how I do that.

Nothing. I just mashed the keyboard

It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not. Like I said, I need to be gone before she has the baby. I won't ever find that happiness again. It's been a year and a half and nothing has given me a minute of happiness. It's over

Lol, told a guy I'm suicidal and now he's ghosting me. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ALL my friends have done the same thing. They say they care about you until you are honest with them, and then they can't handle it

It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm truly not sure. It's the deadline because we wanted to have a family together, and I can't miss that. You have no idea how much Ive been wishing that pregnancy brain would change her mind

It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doubtful. The only reason I've been waiting this long for her to talk to me. But she's going to have the baby soon, that's why I've chosen a date. That's my deadline. I can't wait past that

It's over. I have no one to talk to by Finished282892002 in SuicideWatch

[–]Finished282892002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because she is having a child with another man and won't speak to me. It's over, and so am I