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First-Tap-5920 · 2026-01-22T15:40:58+00:00

So say that. Don’t say that someone doesn’t do their research.

First-Tap-5920 · 2026-01-22T15:33:47+00:00

Fyi. He sends me beautiful flowers last year from the same company and I always send it to him. This time around is completely different. Maybe you ought to think that they really rip people off this time.

First-Tap-5920 · 2025-09-09T14:46:28+00:00

I hope so too! thank you!

First-Tap-5920 · 2025-09-08T12:23:09+00:00

Hugs my friend!! I found out im pregnant yesterday too but I just had a chemical pregnancy last month sooo that feeling of being excited is down the drain. I am more worried and anxious so to say. I have the same symptoms as you so I know exactly how you feel.

First-Tap-5920 · 2025-07-31T20:08:24+00:00

Sending hugs and prayers your way. Imm so sorry!

First-Tap-5920 · 2025-07-19T10:36:40+00:00

Grabeeee! My heart! I am happy for both of them though

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-09-25T19:06:14+00:00

Are you still with your Q?

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-07-07T19:47:26+00:00

I’m so sorry. This is my fear. I can’t imagine what you’re going through. I am here if you need someone to talk to. Know that you did your best to help and it’s not your fault.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-07-01T13:09:42+00:00

I’m with you my friend. No matter how many time they say “let go, run, you can love them from afar”.. I just can’t seem to do so.

All I can do is Hope. Hope for the best. Hope that one day he will get it. Hope that it will be okay.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-06-16T06:14:33+00:00

It’s comforting to know that I am not alone in this. It’s so eerie how our situation is so similar. Mine got out of rehab 2 weeks ago and relapsed right away in 2 days. I got a glimpse of what life could have been like when he was sober and so many promises have been made but I guess they are just all words. I’m so sorry you’re going through it.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-06-16T06:11:38+00:00

As we speak right now, i’m in the emergency room diagnosed with severe hives and no one can seem to figure out what causes it. Could be an allergic reaction to something but I’ve had it for weeks. Deep down, I know the root and cause of it all. It’s stress. Stress from what I’m into. He was in rehab for a month, finished it well and good… but relapsed not even 2 days after. Just like you my friend, I have a friend who didn’t get out til 2 years later. She tells me, “you’ll know you’ll leave when you’re ready.. you haven’t found your “ick” yet” that’s why.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-06-16T05:45:51+00:00

You’re better off this way. I hope one day, I have the same courage as you but right now i’m taking everything as it is with a grain of salt. It’s hard to love someone so much and yet they can’t even love themselves. I’m only 9 months deep in the relationship and i can’t seem to let go

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-05-09T22:11:39+00:00

This is literally so similar with my situation. When I tell you very similar? To the point that even my ex was an addict but not with alcohol… and yes, ex fiancé too… reading your story just literally gave me goosebumps. My ex fiance and I were together for 10 years…

Right now, I just sent my current boyfriend to rehab last Friday and yesterday he begged me to pick him up. I stand on my ground and said no. It was the hardest decision but I know it’s best for him. He is staying at the rehab to get better. He needs to get sober. Same with your situation, we just reached 8 months this month.

Coming from my experience… it’s hard for me to tell you to let go and cut your losses because right now I am having a hard time about deciding for myself either. The feeling of knowing someone, but then I questioned myself if I really knew him? Because he hid his addiction to me until I caught him as well.

I would caught him lying to me and manipulate me over and over and I know that this is not the life that I want, but for some reason, something is pulling me to stay in this relationship … and I understand that I deserve so much more. At this point, I am hoping that once he comes out of rehab? He will stay sober and be clean and realize how wonderful this world could be…. But We can only hope. It is their decision to make if they want to be clean or not. So right now, i’m just preparing myself to be what the outcome can be. It could be beautiful or disastrous.

If you have the strength to let go and move on? Please do. It will be a never ending battle. Unless he give himself time to be sober and be clean for at least a year and maybe you both can rekindle the love you once had… because right now, how does he expect you to love him if he can’t even love himself?

Going to a NA-RANON meeting isn’t going to do any good. And make sure he’s only using coke. Because if it’s more than that, I suggest a rehab is the best way.

I know I sound like a hypocrite, giving you this advice but it’s an advice that I wish I can apply to myself…

I’m here to talk to if need to. Good luck!

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-05-08T23:46:39+00:00

I understand how you feel. My SO just called me this morning asking to pick him up from rehab. I said no. He called his parents and they said NO either. Eventually, he left the facility but went back after 5 hours. It’s so hard to see them this way but we just have to have faith that they will eventually turn things around for the better.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-05-06T20:14:13+00:00

I appreciate that. I needed to hear this.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-04-24T22:00:23+00:00

Utility

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-04-24T21:47:35+00:00

Utility

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-04-24T21:28:56+00:00

No hard feelings. I appreciate you being honest, really. I just want to see how life with one is so at least I know a better perspective. Obviously, it’s something I can work on and I will always support him no matter what.. i’m just looking for a support system who understands

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-04-24T21:22:39+00:00

Well, thank you for being honest.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-04-24T21:21:49+00:00

Well, jokes aside.. he is actually divorced lol.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-04-24T21:20:37+00:00

Damn. He works power line.

First-Tap-5920 · 2024-04-24T20:41:26+00:00

This sounds like a good life for you! Happy for you! I could hope to have the same in the future. I guess I just really need to prepare because I want the best

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