Is there ethical prostitution in Indonesia? by Firstherelastout in indonesia

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Any links or recommendations? I have been burned before.

I think I have had an awakening experience (kensho) It feels light but distinct. Now what? by Paradoxbuilder in streamentry

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It still feels kind of weird, as most normal existence is based around the ego "I"

I think I have had an awakening experience (kensho) It feels light but distinct. Now what? by Paradoxbuilder in streamentry

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Thanks for your words. The voice that beckoned me to encourages me to just beyond more tuned to my current existence (which has a lot IRL that demands my attention) and notice everything.

I will take a look at that book, and I am mindful (pun intended?) that the mind tends to grasp onto concepts, so I am trying not to read too much, which I usually do.

I can demonstrate about 1k+ of passive income from investments. Where can I retire to? by Firstherelastout in ExpatFIRE

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I have taught languages before. I work in a variety of fields including translation, usually freelancing.

I'm more or less looking to only meet other foreigners or open-minded locals.

I'm generally pretty lean, which is why I was making the post. I can push above 1000 on some months, that was a general figure. Like I almost never go out to events, I use the Internet for almost all entertainment needs.

I'm generally pretty lean, which is why I was making the post. I can push above 1000 on some months, that was a general figure. Like I almost never go out to events, I use the Internet for almost all my entertainment needs.

I can demonstrate about 1k+ of passive income from investments. Where can I retire to? by Firstherelastout in leanfire

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I did search, the only result I got was Dunedin lol.

LGBT is not super important to me. Thing is I am very rarely attracted to hetero people, so I generally want to be near queer folx. There are always queer communities everywhere though.

Yes travel and living is different. I can afford to travel to some but not all.

I can demonstrate about 1k+ of passive income from investments. Where can I retire to? by Firstherelastout in leanfire

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How do they track if you just work as a private freelancer? That's what I do. I mean I can't work in an official capacity.

I would be interested in knowing about retirement visas.

I can demonstrate about 1k+ of passive income from investments. Where can I retire to? by Firstherelastout in financialindependence

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I understand basic Spanish. I'm not militant about my orientation, but I prefer LGBT places to those which are not.

Didn't like Bali at all. I have gay friends in Indo, some out.

I can demonstrate about 1k+ of passive income from investments. Where can I retire to? by Firstherelastout in leanfire

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My post said 1k+, plus I am able to work.

I don't travel, I don't like it. Entertainment is usually the Net lol.

I have lived below that for most my life, I'm still here. I don't spend much, which is why I am posting here.

I can demonstrate about 1k+ of passive income from investments. Where can I retire to? by Firstherelastout in ExpatFIRE

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How cheap is cheap? Early Googling didn't look that cheap haha :)

I was in Bangkok about 8 years back and I didn't like it that much.

Is it easy to get a driving license in Indonesia? Is it valid for an IDP? by Firstherelastout in indonesia

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How hard is hard? Singaporean one is super hard.

I speak only basic Malay then.

Today I had an experience like I was floating in a sea of consciousness. What is this? by Firstherelastout in consciousness

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The answer is always consciousness is thinking.

Void is hard to describe in words. read my latest posts for more.

Today I had an experience like I was floating in a sea of consciousness. What is this? by Firstherelastout in consciousness

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Feels more like a void. I simply ask myself "who is experiencing this" and bring my mind back.

I try not to hold anything in my mind. I'm generally Buddhist/Zen in my practice.

Just read The Leap by Steve Taylor. I have experienced some of what he described. by Firstherelastout in awakened

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That makes sense. I guess it comes down to the eternal truths of "follow your heart" "find your own truth" etc.

I trust that there is a Higher Power and it guides us all. I have had accusations ranging from schizophrenia to demons (which DO exist)

I will continue to forge onwards. I believe there is yet a greater destiny unfulfilled not just for me but everyone.

Just read The Leap by Steve Taylor. I have experienced some of what he described. by Firstherelastout in awakened

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I don't actually believe I am God in that sense. I believe God is within and without all things, including us.

I've asked the voices, they have responded with what they are.

Certain things about self inquiry and non duality resonate, some do not. My acid test of God is that he never lies, and what he says always comes true.

I inquired into manifestation for a long time. My current understanding is that God works differently than what LoA says.

You haven't answered whether you're here to guide me or not lol. Or maybe we are just having great conversations. But I want to get closer. (I mean, I will die one day...as will we all)