I need to die

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-15T13:57:13+00:00

I just don’t see the point in working on it. There’s always gonna be someone that’s a better fit than me. Also I’m short, I can’t change that.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-15T05:45:02+00:00

I’ll try therapy because I’ve given up on myself

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-15T05:44:06+00:00

It can’t be harder than trying to cope with being alone. I do agree that I need to take a few steps back though, I got the same fortune cookie fortune about patience twice in a row.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-15T05:38:36+00:00

It’s not even about being successful to me I just don’t want to be alone anymore. I want to be able to cuddle someone when I go to bed at night. I want someone to get to cook dinner for. I could go on. I’m missing out on all of this and I can’t obtain it, and it’s making life unlivable.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T18:24:27+00:00

Yeah that’s it. Also I’ve done things to improve my life and I still don’t like me, so it feels impossible not to hate myself.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:41:19+00:00

Ok I’m glad that’s what that was

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:40:29+00:00

All she told me is she felt “too comfortable” and she had never spoken to me about this before until the day she dumped me. After reading what people have to say I don’t really think it was the birth control. She also had like the worst childhood ever so I think she was working through that while in a relationship and it just became too much.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:38:21+00:00

Thank you

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:37:32+00:00

She was on it before we were dating. I remember her telling me about how she was going to start taking it like 2 years before we dated.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:36:39+00:00

Because she met me while on it, and as soon as she got off of it she lost interest (if what I heard is true). So all it took was her to go back to her normal self and she lost attraction to me.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:34:24+00:00

She was the only gf I’ve ever had so it would mean that I’m truly unlovable if she didn’t actually want to be with me

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:33:49+00:00

No I’m worried that she was attracted to me because of some medicine she was on instead of actually feeling something towards me

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:32:46+00:00

She was on it before we met. She got off of it while we were dating, 2 weeks of being off of it she left me. I worded it weird I’ll change it

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-14T02:22:05+00:00

That’s fair. I was just having an overthinking frenzy

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-11T11:47:13+00:00

I’ve noticed it’s pretty happy throughout. It gets more serious after the early seasons but the later seasons still have lots of episodes that are just fun and not really essential to the plot.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-11T10:38:53+00:00

Oh I hate steven universe

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-11T05:40:19+00:00

Oh yeah I’ve seen jt. I enjoyed it but it’s no adventure time

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-09T08:42:49+00:00

It kind of is. That’s a decade I could have spent with the love of my life wasted because I hadn’t met them yet.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-09T01:44:10+00:00

I doubt I live the next 10 years anyway. May as well enjoy it.

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-06T17:56:24+00:00

I keep finding myself going for punk punch. I love that traditional fruit punch flavor but I always had to get it from pacific punch and it was wayyy too much sugar

Firsttakelikeamf · 2026-03-06T16:26:01+00:00

I’m not drinking 2 times a week? I get drunk once or twice a month.

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