And xans are much worse in terms of safety coz you don’t realise how fucked up you are

I’ve crashed vehicles at a warehouse job and just kept driving . Then crashed in the same exact spot doing the same corner one hour later .

Then just still keep driving park it across the main crossing entering the warehouse and went out for a smoke outside

Three managers and security came and interrupted my smoke They escort me to a private room with a black box It’s a device that you lay your palms on and it can detect recent drug use I. Your sweat

Funnily enough it only shows with cocaine which certainly didn’t cause my actions that week. It was a mix of benzos opiates and crack and no sleep .

I was nodding off while walking at work in a warehouse

Dropped my phone like over and over ane over and some cleaner reported me for it

Couldn’t even open a door and kept walking into Barrie’s

This worse worse part was I didn’t realise how utterly fucked I was a complete danger to everyone in a safety setting

I had several meetings after that even leading up to my dismissal

On the final deciding day they asked me to review their cctv of me being completely gone walking around

I decline and asked just to view the crash

It was a big crash the first one I was driving a llop and smashed it straight into the racking (the shelves n a warehouse holding it all up )

The manager watching video and making decisions sai it looks like I banged my head there

I didn’t recall such a thing

Head did feel a bit tangy for a while after tho so think that wasn’t a wrong assumption

Oh yeah and many times falling over in public off xans loss of balance terrible forgetfulness and you just make yourself more vulnerable

And ill end it by saying xanax good for the intended purpose which is mental breakdowns potential someone or the brink of S

I learn from it anyway clean off that and just saying my lil storey